Love equal to pain

part - 19

10 pm

They were still in the  hotel room . She finally calmed herself but was lost in herself and not responding to things easily . Some kind of fear was hovering over her and she still  was pale as she was feeling like someone has really ripped her ..
Sidharth was still angry as the view of his mother in that condition was not  going from his mind and he just thinking  to kill him. He was still gritting his teeths and and clenching his fist to control himself.

Sidharth gave her the medicine and cupped her face,  he couldn't see his mom like this and he kissed her on forehead and said - mom.. I am here  .. you are safe and I am fine too ...No one can  harm you ....jb tak mai zinda hu dad ko kiya hua promise nibhaunga and no bloody looser can destroy us ... Do you trust me???  mom .... he will pay for it .... I am giving my words to you ...
she just blinked and tears agian  started brimming in her eyes ....both hugged each other ....

after that they went from there in taxi . Alisha was continously Calling him and  texting him as every  news channels was filled with the viral video that businessman Mukesh molested his employee... everyone was bashing him , he was the trending topic of the night and  Alisha felt ashamed of her father that  how he can be so ruthless and devil.
she just wanted to meet Sidharth and hug his mother. she was scared too about Sidharth as she knows the power of his father.
But more than that she was worried  about sidharth that  how he would be feeling this time After seeing his mother in that condition but he didn't replied to her . He switched off  his phone  in anger.
She regretted herself for leaving his mother also with her father.

They reached home ,  first he got out of  the car and went to another side and opened the door for her, he  forwarded his hand to her , she held his  hand came out of the car .
he by  waist  and took her one hand in his for the support .

He opened the door and both stepped inside  , after closing the door he took her to the  room and laid her down .
He sat beside her while caressing her hair . She dozed off to sleep without saying anything and after placing a soft kiss on her forehead he went outside ...

It's already 12am

It was all dark and silent and  was  sitting at the stairs of entry gate , he was looking down , both hands entwined behind his neck.
his  eyes were still red Veins were still pooped out ,  He was breathing heavily because his temper was rising with  every passing minute as the whole scenerio of hotel  was moving in front of his eyes  - how can I be so careless , why I never understood what she was  going through behind my back.. I am no longer a proud son .... mai kese itni badi galti kar sakta hu ....... I am sorry mom.....usne apko touch bhi kese Kiya  ........ Kese kiyaaaaaaa ( he was shouting out of frustration ) ...... I want to kill him ....mai useee zind - he talks to himself

He was angry ofcourse but was crying inside, he could never see his mom in pain , it was the first time she has cried like this After the demise of sidharth's father , he has always kept her happy and did not let her cry since then but today he saw tears in her eyes. She was  whimpering loudly in pain under him and  the mental harassment by mukesh made her unconscious . This  thing was killing sidharth from inside and that's why he was unable to sleep
He was full of revenge and hatred towards Mukesh. He had made up his mind that he would take his revenge .....
He won't let him go so easily

He closed his eyes tightly  and took a deep breath then opened it slowly. He saw that wooden swing  in the outside garden area of the house.
On that swing he had the last living memory with his dad and the last time his dad poured out his all concern , feeling  ,fear and love to sidharth

Flashback
( Both were sitting on that swing and talking to each other )

Dad ( he placed his hand on his shoulder and patted slowly and sid looked at him  ) - Sidharth  , today I want you to promise me a lot of things and you have to accept it .
Sidharth nodded his head