I Want What I Can't Have

Chapter 1

So, here's the first chapter guys!

It's a bit slow, and nothing too big happens, but the story's just starting out.

I hope you like it!

Louis POV

We are currently in the car on the way to one of our signings.

My head was on Harry's lap and he was playing with my hair soothingly.

The feeling was amazing.

I sighed and closed my eyes, relishing the moment we had together.

It's times like this that I'm really grateful we have such a close relationship.

We can act all coupley and it's not awkward at all.

Better than nothing, I guess.

After a few minutes, he nudged me softly.

"Boo....Boo we're here. Wake up." he said quietly.

I opened my eyes to see his face just a few inches away from mine.

He was smiling, his dimples showing.

God, I loved him.

I took my head off his lap and smiled at him.

He smiled back and for just a second, I thought I saw admiration in his eyes.

We just kept staring at each other for a while before Liam coughed awkwardly.

"Umm.... Guys? We're a bit late here...."

That snapped me out of my trance.

God, Lou. Get a grip.

"Yah, right, okay. " I told liam, and I stepped out of the car.

Thousands of fans were here already.

It was great, they were amazing.

I looked to my right and I saw a fan holding a sign that said {love is equal} with mine and Harry's face on it.

I smiled.

Those larry shippers are really hardcore.

I couldn't really see anything else, because are bodyguards are starting to push us out of the way.

When we finally got to the signing place, we first had to take groups photos.

I went and stood next to Harry - as always - and placed my hand behind his back.

He did the same, and cheekily squeezed my bum too.

I squealed and he started laughing.

I glared at him.

"Not cool, styles." I growled.

He smirked.

"You know you like it." he said.

"I might, but save it for when were alone." I said, winking.

I was waiting for another witty remark, because this flirting isn't unusual to us, but Harry just blushed and looked down.

"Harry?" I asked.

"Hmm.... " he said, not looking up.

Okay, something was definetly up.

"What is it?" I asked.

He looked at me and smiled.

"Nothing. I'm just thinking."

"Oh. Okay." I said.

I still wasn't convinced.

Oh well.

If he wanted me to know he would've told me.

...................

Harry's POV

Okay, I really need to contain my emotions.

Louis is going to find out about everything if I don't keep my cool.

It's okay, Harry. Breathe, just breathe.

Suddenly Louis nudged me in the ribs really hard.

"OW! What was that for?" I said pouting.

"The dude is trying to take a picture, and you're daydreaming."

"Oh. Sorry." I said, looking at the camera and smiling.

As the next journalist came up, I looked at Lou.

"Where do you want to sit?" I asked him.

"Next to you." He mumbled softly.

I looked over at a guy from our management who and accompanied us.

I pointed at the two seats nearest to me.

" me and Lou are going to sit here, okay?" I told him.

He shook his head.

"You can't sit together." He told me.

I just nodded my head and looked back at the cameras.

I was used to this.

Management didn't like me and Louis to be too close in public, because they didn't want the fans thinking we were together.

And this is another reason why it's impossible for me and Louis to ever date.

I mean, if management acts like this while we're not even dating, I can't imagine hat would happen if we were.

I sighed.

My life sucks.

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SO WHAT DID YOU GUYS THINK.

IT WAS MY FIRST CHAPTER YIKES.

I KNOW IT MIGHT SEEM BORING BUT IT'S ONLY THE FIRST CHAPTER DONT WORRY.

ANYWAYS, ILY GUYS.

LARRY IS REAL.

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