I Want What I Can't Have

Chapter 3

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Harry's P.O.V

I woke up with my head in Louis's chest. I lifted myself up, and rubbed my eyes trying to get a clear view. What was he doing here?? Oh right. He came back after his date with eleanor. I sighed to myself. I wonder why he came home so early... I looked at him breathing peacefully and smiled. He was beautiful. He really was. But... I mean. I'm straight. I know I am. How can I still be attracted to Louis though? It's all just so messed up.

Suddenly Louis stirred and I quickly lied back down and closed my eyes. I didn't t want this moment to end. Me and Louis rarely have time alone like this these days. This was nice. I snuggled in closer to him and I could feel his hands squeeze me around my waist. I guess he was awake then. "I know you're awake, you know..." he said, and I could tell he was smiling.

I let my eyes flutter open and looked up at him and grinned. Then he turned serious. "Harry... Last night... Why were you--"

"Can we not talk about that? Please?" I interrupted quickly. The last thing i needed was for Louis to figure out that I liked him.

He looked at me curiously then nodded. I propped myself up on my elbow and raised my eyebrow. "What about you? Why were you home so early?"

He sighed. "Do you really want to know?"

I nodded.

"You're going to laugh." he said.

I frowned. "Louis, why would I laugh?"

He sighed again, "I came back for you..."

"For me?" I asked, confused. "Why?"

"Well... I didn't like the fact that I was out with her and that you were home alone. I wanted to be with you..." He said quietly.

Oh my god. Was he being serious? Huh. Maybe it's possible he might like me too.... Oh, what am I saying? I can get carried away like this.

"So basically, what you're saying is, you like hanging out with me more than your actual girlfriend?" I asked teasingly, waiting for him to play along. This was what I always did when things got too intense. Just crack a joke and we can both laugh about it.

But he stayed serious. "I guess you can say that..." he muttered.

"What?"

He looked me in the eyes, "look, I'm going to tell you something, but please don't get freaked out. Okay?"

I nodded.

"I think that I might...." he started.

"Might what Lou?" I urged.

He looked extremely flustered. "I just....it's--"

He was interrupted by his phone ringing in the living room. "It's just... Never mind."

And he walked out of the room.

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