Here I Am - Vmin||Jikook AU (On hold)

12• Fix You.

❗ Depressive scenes content.❗

Author POV

A very cold day of January.

Few people wore in a black suit and hanbok were visiting the funeral of Park Jihyun.
Deceased on 15 January.
Caused of death : Accident.
There was not much people inside that room except a few men and women.

A 24 years old young man is standing at the corner of the room in a same black suit as them with a white banner on his one arm. He was looking at the framed photo of his brother all this time which is surrounded by the white flowers. His eyes were lifeless, looking at the smiling picture of his brother. He would get up like a puppet whenever there was a visitor paying visits and mourned for his brother's death.

Like someone pulling the string to his body, he would bowed down when the visitor bowed at him. His eyes were looking nowhere but them while they look at him pitifully.

Everyone there look at him in pity. Even his relatives who throw them away when they were in their vulnerable time. How can they were standing in front of Jihyun placing a flower beside his picture, shedding fake tears in front of them.

But Jimin just stared at nothing, he doesn't know who was coming on the funeral and who's not.
He closed his eyes, heart aching more as he look at the innocent voiceless picture of his brother. And unlike the other who came on the funeral, he didn't cry because..........there's no tears left to be sheds from his lifeless eyes.

" Sorry Mr Park........we were too late."

This isn't the words that Jimin wanted to hear from them but they just said that in front of him.
Like something suck up all his blood, his face lost all the colors.

He grabbed the doctor's white coat with his bloody hand as tears keeps streaming down from his eyes but his face is blank like his part of the soul were left from his body.

"What do you mean?", he asked voice almost inaudible as he said that out.

" Sorry.... He lost a lot of blood and his weak body can't help the situation, taking over him at an instant. I'm sorry for your lost....."

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" I'm taking care of him now and I think I've to stay beside him until he get better.......he need someone beside him. So take care of the work while I'm gone since its yours too. " Jin said on the phones.

"I get it Hyung, I'll just replaced you guys or I'll talk it to Dad." The person from the other line or Lucas replied calmly before he bid him goodbye and hang up.

Jin look at his phone and sighed loudly. " I just hope he doesn't turn the club upside down." He mumbled and put the phone inside his pocket.
Then he turned around and his eyes falls on Jimin who was sitting on the couch, looking out of the window with his paled face.

Seeing his state, Seokjin heart broke. He look at the man with pity at his ill fate. Life is playing a not so fair game to the people like him.

How much he can get miserable than this?

Thinking about the younger made Seokjin more sad. But he have to be also strong for him as his friend and brother. He have to stay by his side and give him hugged when he need one. He should try his best to fixed the broken man......... If he can.

And if he can't, he hopes for someone to come in his life to fixed him up. Hoping for a good days to come for Jimin.

Thinking about it, a person came on his mind.

" Jeon Jungkook."

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Jimin look at the picture of him and his family that were taken 9 years ago. The time were everything was fine for them. The time that were filled with laughter and happy moments.

He brushed his hand above the smooth surface of the glass as a small smile appeared on his pale face. As he look at the picture, a small drop of tears fall on the smooth surface. He cried again after not shedding any tears for a while. Reminiscing the good old days where he slept in his mother arms, welcoming his father excitedly whenever he come back home with their favorite chicken drumstick.

The family dinner that he never had for the past few years because of his works.

He missed all of it.

Then there comes the tear,rolling down his cheeks from the corners of his eyes continuously.

Ding!

He wiped the tears from coming out further as he look at the notification popping on his phones.

It was from 'Jin Hyung', saying " Do you want something ? I'm at the store right now...."

But he did not saw the further message as his eyes falls on his wallpaper.

He still set the wallpaper of him and Jungkook, taken near the Han river on their very first date.

Seeing his face, he finally broke down. Crying out loud as he can't take it anymore.

" Why.... Why is everyone leaving me??"

" Is there really no love for me? Am I not good enough to be?" He said to no one as he clutched the phones on his chest.

" I don't deserved them." He said, a self degradation feelings taking over him.

" Maybe I should disappear too."

".....maybe I should follow you guys too...... Mom....... Dad.............. Jihyun..."

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Click!

" Jiminah ! I'm back!" Seokjin called out the younger as soon as he entered the apartment with a big plastic bag. He complained for not replying the message as a pout came on his lips.

But there was no response.

" Jiminah I brought meat, let's drink today." He said again, as he put the things inside the fridge as his voice was only heard inside the small apartment.

Still, there was no response from the younger yet.
All he got was silence.
He felt so quite and the atmosphere is becoming weary too.

Then he walk towards Jimin room but he is not there. Then he opened the bathroom door too, abruptly but still there's no trace of the said man.

There's no Jimin inside the apartment.

"Where is he going- " then a realisation hit him hard.

" This can't be.... "

" No nono Jimin ah please don't do anything!" Jin mumbled like a mantra as he is feeling nauseous at the thought of it.

He run out from the apartment and look around frantically, looking for the said man. But he didn't saw him, even a single people at his sight too. The hall was so quite that gives him goosebumps more.

Then his eyes fall on the slipper which is lying on one of the staircase.
It was for Jimin.

Without wasting any second, he run up the stair, chest heaving up and down, panicking more as he mumbled under his breath, wishing for the safety of Jimin.

The stairs leads to the rooftop and finally he reached there.
And in front of him was Jimin, back turning on him.

Standing on the edge of the building.

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