Here I Am - Vmin||Jikook AU (On hold)

9• Fate.

Author POV

It has been 3 days since their break up. As days passed, they realized that this was the end of their relationship.

That day, when he returned home,Jimin locked himself in his room and cried all nights.

Tears rolled down his face like a river every time he remembered the hurt face of the younger. How he was very cruel to him. Thinking of it more, he clutched his chest feeling a painful pang on his heart.

And today, he took another day off as he can't go to work with his devastated look and puffy eyes.

Same to Jungkook, who as soon as he got home, he ignored everyone and locked inside his room all day. He cried too, cried very hard recalling the words left from the older mouth.
He wasn't always like this. He wouldn't shed a single tears when his father beat him with his golf stick for causing a lot of troubles when he was in high school. He was a very tough kids from the very beginning.

But with Jimin, its different.

They didn't call to each other for the past few days.

And this made them realised the harsh reality that they really break up. That it was not a dream at all.

Jungkook tried calling his Hyung.
He needs someone to confide right now but the said man didn't picked it up like always. It was lead to the voice call messages.

" You are all very cruel to me. "

" What did I do wrong to be this hurt?"

He mumbled as the tears rolled down his eyes, while looking at wallpaper on his phone.

It was with him and Jimin, taken at that day on the amusement park. He set the photo happily as his wallpaper as soon as they took the pic.
But now, seeing it make his heart ache more.He missed him so much. And he wonder if the older missed him too, as much as he did.

He leaned his head back at the headboard closing his eyes.
'Its still hurts so much.'
He thought if the older also feels the same with him but he shrugged it off quickly, thinking the older won't feel the same. Afterall he said with his own lips that he do not love him anymore.

But something in him told him that, the older still have a feeling for him.
He still can't get why the older want to break up with him so suddenly. And he was also felt suspicious to his mother.

Then he remembered the day before their break up where Jimin look so stressed and quite. He knew something is wrong on that day but he didn't asked to the older thinking he will surely told to him about what was bothering him. He waited for him until he was ready but he never bring that up. And the next day, the older behave normally and announced that they have a date to go and he felt very happy hearing about it. Not knowing the next thing, they will broke up.

" when did it go wrong?" He asked to himself.

Knock knock knock!

He look at the door knowing his mother will be the one knocking at the door right now, but he ignored her like he do for the past few days.

" Jungkook? Can you hear me? "

No response.

" I know you are still there so please open the door, I bring some foods for you. " her voice sounds desperate, not a fake one. She was worried sick for his younger son who locked himself inside his room with no foods for days.

She didn't thought that Jimin will took his decision so quickly. And she was satisfied with it because he break it off first before she did something that will hurt him.
Well parts of her is very happy because she knew that Jimin and her son broke up and parts of her felt guilty for being the reason behind her son's heartbreak. But it was for the family and for his own good too.
She stubbornly assured herself like that.

Even though Jungkook is not her real son, she still have a little motherly love for him.

Mrs Jeon want to give her son some time alone too. So she didn't disturbed him too much but its been a three days and now she was worried sick for his health.

But still, she didn't get the response from the other side.

She got panicked thinking so etching bad is happened to him and finally decided to opened the door with the spare keys.

After getting the key from her room, she unlocked the door and slowly opened it.

Then she met with a cold and dark atmosphere, the only light that makes the room visible is the light coming from the window,behind the curtain.
Her eyes fall on her son, who is looking at the wall in front of him with his emotionless eyes. She let out a sighed and walked towards him slowly with the food tray and place it on the table beside the bed.

She sat at the edge of the bed, quietly as she look at his son who is still ignoring her presence.

" Jungkook-ah, what happened? You can tell me about it."

Silence.

" its okay if you don't want to talk this out with me but you've to eat something, you'll get sick if you starve yourself that long. "

Again silence.

She let out a sighed again, face becoming sadder as she look at her son one last time before standing up.

" Eat it before it gets cold, Son...... and if there is something bothering you, Mom is always there for you okay?. "
She said this while turning around to exit the room.

"Liar." Jungkook said suddenly, that make her halt in her steps.

"You all are liar!! " he said with so much anger.

Jeon Sohee turn around and looked at her son who is now looking at her with his very hurt eyes.

" Congratulations Mom, cause he officially break up with me...... he said that he doesn't love me anymore. Isn't that what you want to hear from me?"

He said this with a bitter laugh at the end.

Mrs Jeon then answer coldly, " Then it's great then. Didn't I told you that your relationship with him won't last long. I've already warned you so don't be a crybaby for someone who leave you. Try to move on Jungkook." She said this, with no guilt. Like she isn't the reason behind his tears too.

Jungkook just smiled while the tears ran down from his eyes and he said this, " But Mom......... why did I felt like he still love me? * chuckled * I'm being ridiculous right? But something told me that.........he still love me and I still love him too...."

Mrs Jeon just listen to him.

" but he choose to leave me..."

She sighed and opened her mouth to interrupt him from changing his mind because she is still that selfish woman but she halt in her words when her son said,

" Okay I'll do as you say. "

Mrs Jeon was shocked, he doesn't need to repeat it cause she hear it loud and clear.

" I take the company as you wish, I'll be in hyung place."

He said this with his cold emotionless eyes.

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