III.

1.

If you love a person seeing them happy makes you happy

If you love a person you never get tired of being around them

If you love a person you never stop trying

If you love a person you shouldn't do anything that would hurt them

If you love a person they're the first thing you think about when you wake up

And the last thing before you go to bed

The reality is love is hard

We get so caught up in what it should be or what

others love may look like that we don't try to

figure out the kind of love that works for us.

Everyone deserves a chance to fall in love.

To find that person that you couldn't picture your life without.

Some people don't ever find that person

Or if they do they don't make it to that "forever" part

I've been to wedding after wedding

Watching two individuals commit to each other for life

Not just to get that piece of paper at the end but simply because they love each other that much

"I love you so much that I want to spend the rest of my life with you"

What does that feel like?

Will I ever know what that feels like?

I know,I know

I'm young I should be enjoying my youth right ?

Yet I'm here wondering if I'd ever find that person

That person who loves me so much that they couldn't picture their life without me

The girlfriend title is cool

But Wife is so much better

I found that person

At least I think I did

Yet at times I find myself loving that person more then they love me

So much so that I do things to try and get him to match my love

Maybe if I do this he won't leave

Maybe if I do this he'll love me more

Maybe if I do this he'll finally SEE that I'm all the woman he needs

Maybe if I do this I'll go from girlfriend to WIFE someday

It's still a maybe

They say niggas get comfortable

So much so that they give you the bare minimum of everything