Soulmates (pewdiecry) (HIATUS)

Goodbye...

(Ryan's P.O.V)

I backed myself up against the wall, my eyes wide and awaiting the worst. "F-felix..  P-please... Stop..." He grabbed my shoulders and pinned me against the wall, his alcohol stained breath dancing across my face. I whimper and close my eyes tightly, still trying to back away from him even though I was pressed against the wall. He laughed, it was dark, deep and much unlike his own..  It scared me... For once I was terrified of Felix...
"Felix please stop!" He crashed his lips against mine, his tongue invading my mouth and kissing me harshly. The taste of alcohol filled my mouth, almost making me gag. He pressed his body against mine, his hand snaking down my torso. I whimper again, tears threatening to spill over onto my cheeks. His hand slid lower and grasped onto 'something'. I cry out and smack him as hard as I could. "FELIX STOP!! P-PLEASE!!! I WANT THE OLD FEFE BACK!" I scream, ripping my face away from his.
I thought this was over. I thought the rape, the abuse, the pain, was all over... I was lying to myself...

He stumbled back from the blow, falling onto the floor and passing out. I let out a small sigh and slid down the wall, small cries and tears escaping me.
What happened for me to deserve this...?

About an hour later of sobbing and crying he came to, his eyes still not mach to their once bright blue. I frown and glare at him.
"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK FELIX?!?" He looked at me with wide eyes, shrinking back at my sudden outburst. "YOU COME BACK HERE, DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS AND YOU TRY TO FUCKING GET IN MY PANTS??!" His eyes flash with something I couldn't place my finger on.
"I-i what? I... Did i-i hurt y-you...?" Inside I felt kind of happy he was concerned if he had hurt me. But at the same time, I was fucking pissed.
"YES YOU DID FELIX! AND YOU KNOW WHERE?" I jab at my heart with my fingers. "Right fucking there" I growl, glaring at him harshly.
His eyes cleared up instantly, his body sobering. "R-ryan.... I-im so sorry. I'm so so fucking sorry. I-i never meant To-"
"If you didn't mean to, then why did you do it?" I shoot, cutting him off mid-sentance.
His jaw opened like he was about to say something, but he quickly shut it.
"I-im sorry Ryan... I-im so fucking sorry. I never should have done this. If I hadn't went and gotten drunk this would had never happened." He hung his head and tears leaked out from his closed eyes.
I felt a twinge of simpathy for him.
I knew deep down that he never meant any harm to me, quite the opposite actually, that it was all the alcohol's fault.
But he still acted on it...

I sigh, looking up at him.
"Felix... I-... I forgive y-you... But o-only this once, if you ever fuck up like this again, after knowing what he did to me. That's it." His eyes flickered with hope, a small, yet prominate, smile on his lips.
"T-thank you Ryan..." He choked, wiping his watery eyes. I simply nod in response, still upset with him.
Then I remembered the texts.
"Felix. Call your mother. I-its important" I say quickly. He looked at me.
"What...? Why?" I shook my head.
"Just do it." He looked at me before picking up his phone, dialing a number and putting it up to his ear.

(Felix's P.O.V)

I dial my mother's number and press the phone up to my ear. She pucked up shortly after.
"Felix? Is that you honey?"
"Yes mom, its me" I reassure, smiling as I heard my mother's voice again. But something was off... Very very off...
"P-put it on speaker p-phone... I-i know Ryan I-is there"
"Mom? What's wrong?!"
"Just do it..."
I frown and press speaker, allowing Ryan to hear too. He looked at me oddly, but I shook my head.
"Mom, what's wrong...?" I ask again.
I heard her sigh. "Felix, darling... I want you to know that I love you... And... Ryan,"
"Y-yes ma'am...?" Ryan called.
"Take care of my son... I know you will..." I felt my eyes widen.
"M-mom...? W-what going on...? You're scaring me..."

"Goodbye, my son... I love you..."

Silence....