Rivals To Lovers | ✔️

- 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑡 38 -

- Roxanne's POV -

I slowly start to wake up and notice that I'm not at the house, I was in our bedroom. Mattheo walks out of the bathroom with the towel hanging low over his V line. I smirk admiring the view.

"Good morning," He says with a smirk walking towards our bed and kisses my head.

"Admiring the view?" He says putting his fingers under my chin.

"My view," I say pushing him onto the bed and straddle him. He groans with his smirk growing wider.

"Fuck," He whispers biting down on his bottom lip. I smirk looking into those beautiful green eyes of mines.

All I had on was an oversized shirt and some panties. I move my hips on top of him feeling him underneath me. We both groan in pleasure wanting each other, needing to be inside each other.

"Roxanne," he says unable to control his breath, placing his hands on my waist setting me aside next to him on the bed.

"We can't, not right now," He says sadly making me frown.

"Why not?" I ask confused. He smiles and pulls a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"I called over the best doctor I know to check you out." He says, I sight almost forgetting about yesterday.

"I'm sure it was nothing, probably something I ate. Besides I'm all better" I say placing my hand on his chest running my fingers down his abs.

"Well we can only be sure if he checks you out, I understand you don't want to but I just want to make sure. For me?" He asks cupping my face in his hands. I couldn't say no to him, fuck.

"Fine," I exhale. His expression quickly changing to smile. He grabs my hand in his giving it a gentle squeeze.

"Thank you," He says placing a small kiss on my lips and walking towards the closet. I walk into the bathroom take a quick shower, brush my teeth, and do my hair with little to no makeup.

When I walk out in a towel I see Mattheo putting on his suit jacket in front of the mirror as he glared at me from his shoulder. Then I do something that I knew would hurt Mattheo even more than it did to me. I drop the towel that was around my body and let it pool on the floor. He turns around with a smirk on his face, he slowly starts walking towards me. I smirk stopping him in his tracks.

"We can't remember," I say. I knew teasing a man like Mattheo was a risk, but it was a risk I was willing to take. I giggle walking into the closet and picking out a white skirt with a black crop top, finishing it out with some black combat boots.

Before I could walk out Mattheo was standing at the door frame eyeing me up and down with lust as if he was a dangerous predator and I was the prey.

"Hm, you have no idea what I'm capable of doing to you in a matter of seconds. I could make you scream my name so loud, all New York would hear you and know that you are mine, and only mine." He says with a smirk. I feel my knees go weak at his words. I try not to show too much affection by it but then he slowly starts to walk towards me as I started to back up.

Before he could even make it to me there was a knock on the front door. Mattheo's smirk wipes away and he exhaled deeply. Now I was the one smirking.

"Guess I won this one, papi" I say the last word in his ear. I pull away and see how tense he was, his jaw tightened making me laugh a little.

I sprint downstairs hearing Mattheo's footsteps behind me as if he was chasing me. I tried to go walk faster placing my hand on the doorknob to open the door, when Mattheo's grabbed me by the waist and growled in my ear.

I did still manage to open the door. I laugh as I feel Mattheo's out-breath in my ear. I look up at the doctor to see him smiling. For a second I wondered if he even was a doctor, he looked a little too, young.

"Mattheo!" The man says joyfully, happy to see him. I look up at Mattheo to see him smiling.

"Dimitri, man it's so good to see you after so long," Mattheo says landing out his hand to shake, still holding me against him.

"Roxanne this is an old friend of mine Dimitri, he's the doctor I was talking about," He says. I smile as he laid out his hand for me to shake.

"Nice to meet you, Dimitri," I say with a smile. He looked nice very good-looking to be a doctor. If Camila saw him she'd probably be fainted by now.

"Nice to meet you too," He says with a friendly smile.

"Come in," Mattheo says opening the door even further so he could walk in. When he walks in Mattheo comes closer to my ear and whispers something.

"Don't think this is over sweetheart, I'll get you back." He says and I swear I felt my soul leave my body. How did this man have so much power and effect over me?

"So you called me because your wife has been nauseous and throwing up?" He asks as we made our way to the living room.

I look behind me where Mattheo was and smiled in Aw. He told his friend I was his wife.

"Yes, since yesterday night" Mattheo answers looking down at my eyes.

"Ok well is it ok if I talk to Roxanne in private, please," Dimitri asks looking at me at Mattheo for his response? He nods and looks at me. I nod knowing he was making sure I was comfortable with that. He walks away towards his office right down the hall.

He pulls out his stethoscope and starts to check my pulse. He pulls away and then takes my blood pressure.

"Well there good news." He says with a smile. I look at him waiting for him to just tell me already.

"Everything seems great, maybe it's something you ate or-" He says but stops himself.

"Have you taken birth control over the past few months?" Dimitri asks looking at me waiting for my answer and I wasn't going to lie.

"No," I say looking over at Mattheo's office door from the corner of my eye.

"Have you take a test yet, just to make sure?" He asks and I shake my head no. The thought of being pregnant hadn't even crossed my mind.

"Roxanne-" He says my name but I interrupt him.

"I can't be pregnant, it's not the right time," I say as if that would've changed anything. All I could think of was about the revenge against the Russians. It was bad timing, very bad timing.

"I have test. But the only way to make sure you are or aren't is by taking it," He says. He goes through his suitcase and pulls one out. He was right.

"I understand that you are scared but this is the only way to make sure," he says with a forced smile handing over the test. I grab test and go upstairs to the bathroom and lock the door.

I knew that if I kept putting thoughts into my head instead of just taking the damn test and getting it over with, it would be better. I pull out the test from the box and pee on it. I place it on the counter and start walking back in forth in the bathroom trying to calm myself down.

I was so fucking nervous, what if I was pregnant? What would Mattheo do? Would he even want this baby? Would he still love me no matter what?

Question going around in my head giving me so much anxiety. Until I heard my phone go off. I jumped at the unexpected sound and then remembered I set an alarm to know when the results would be ready. I closed my eyes and picked up the stick.

"Ok Roxanne you got this, everything's going to be ok." I lie to myself hoping it would make me feel a little confident. I open my eyes and I feel my eyes start to water. I fall to the ground and start sobbing.

"This is all my fault," I say curling up into a ball onto the cold floor. I look back at the test but couldn't see anything as the tears in my eyes made it to blurry to see.