Dear Hyunjin,
I know that if your reading this letter, I'm gone. I want you to know that this wasn't your fault. I love you to the moon and back. You gave me the feeling of home I never had.
With you my heart was full. I never told you about my depression. I didn't want to burden you. As the days went on it got harder and harder to live without you. I know you didn't love me the way I loved you. Even though we were technically dating, I could feel the distance between us become greater.
Your face didn't light up the way it used to when we kissed. Instead it lit up talking on the phone to someone. I later found out that someone was Seungmin. I know this because I walked into you guys kissing in the studio. It's okay though as long as your happy.
I'm glad you've found someone to treasure like I did to you. Please never let him go. The way your lips curved into a smile at just the mention of his name. Your eyes sparkled at the sight of him. I saw the way the two of you looked at each other like no one else was there.
It was like watching a romance movie unfold in front of me. Unfortunately one that I wasn't apart of. Anyways, I will always cherish the moments we spent together. Like on our first date when we went on a picnic in the park then looked at the stars all night. Or when we went on a hike to this beautiful river and took about a million photos. Ah yes, those were the times I will never forget.
Hyunjin I want you to know that you will forever be the light in my life. My one true love. From our first kiss to our last. So go. Go chase Seungmin. Chase that love. Because let me tell you when you find your person, nothing else on the world is relevant. I want you to know that for the two years we dated. That was the happiest I've ever been. So thank you for that. Thank you for all the times we had. I'm sorry I had to end it this way.
I just can't do it anymore. The weight of the world feels like it's on my back and it's slowly crushing me. Just know that I'm always looking down on you. I hope that one day in another life time we meet again. And when we meet it might be different.
But I wouldn't change a single thing in this lifetime. It was perfect. You are perfect. So please don't cry. Celebrate the times we had, that I had. I'll leave you with this; If you love that boy, do anything for him. Cherish the love you two have because true love is the greatest thing. Now it's my time to say goodbye. I love you, Hyunjin.
Sincerely, Felix
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Fiksi Penggemar"The worst goodbyes are the ones that we know we will never be able to say hello again" (sad/angst hyunlix oneshots bc i feel like it ) [also in no way do these stories relate to the real people. just their personalities in a way idk lol]
