𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝔻𝕠 𝕀 𝕋𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕋𝕠 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕄𝕠𝕠𝕟 𝕀𝕗 𝕀 ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕐𝕠𝕦? -𝔹𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕠

Forgotten Love

All I could hear from downstairs was  banging from the door. Boris wanted to come in. 'Screw him Theo he doesnt even care about you.' I think. But what if he does. What if Boris does love me. To hard to tell. He's blinded by the fucking pussy cat he walks around with everyday.

Maybe I'm sounding a bit selfish. To selfish. All I think about is wanting him. him. him. him. Not even thinking about my mom for a second. Then I hear footsteps coming up the steps. I already know its Boris. 

"Potter look, I don't know why you are so mad. I just-" "Go away." I shift my body to the side to signal him i don't want to talk to him. "Okay if you do not want to talk don't. But I'll be sitting here waiting for you to say something." And so I did. "Boris. why do you care for her so much." "Who? Kotku?"

"Yes."

"I don't know. Maybe because shes my girlfriend? What do you expect me to do." 

"I thought we were friends"

"And we are-"

"No. Friends don't force friends to go to stupid parties. Friends dont blabber about their partners in front of other friends." My voice turned into yelling. "Knowing that there is another person who has the same feeling but doesn't know how to say it!" I sat there for a moment. What did I just say. How is he going to react. He's going to hate me. Fuck it he already hates me. "Potter. I-I didn't know-" "Of course you didn't. Just leave me alone." I hear the door quietly shut and hear Xandra talking to Boris from outside the door:

"Is he okay in there?"

"Yeah he is fine, I'm going to stay at Kotku-bye."

I ruined it. Now he is going to Kotku's. What do I do.  Fear rushes through me. What if he hates me forever? How could I ever yell at him like that. Thats it he'll ditch me for someone better, someone like Kotku. He doesnt like me back. How could he? After everything I just did to him, I need fucking help. I need to get out of here. I need to be alone. Then I remember. The swing set. The fucking swing set the most perfect place to go when I need to be alone. I grab a extra sweater since it gets cold at night and Im off. I leave by aggressively slamming the door.

Time passes by. Ive been walking for ten minutes already. The sun is setting. I can see the park from here. Finally. But wait, theres something else there. I cant make it out quite yet, but there is something, or someone moving in the distance. As I approach the park I can make out the figures better. Its Boris, Kotku, K.T. and I think K.T.'s boyfriend is there too. Boris is pushing Kotku down the slide. Laughing. They are probably high. Why the fuck would Boris bring them here. To OUR spot. OUR place were we hang out.