literally wanna die bro ☹️ my life is so fucking shit yet so good at the same time. I went to a concert last night and I was having the time of my life. I even grew a stronger bond with my dad. I was partying and crowdsurfing and moshing and I got a ton of comments on my insta posts. Yet today feels so fucking different, me and my ex boyfriend finally broke up, he was toxic asf and super dependent on me which isn't bad, but he didn't treat me the same as I treated him, also very very very obsessive. Anyway, there's a guy ive been talking to and I thought we really got along but he just stopped talking to me all of a sudden and started being super dry. And my step mom thinks I snuck someone in the house when I literally fucking didn't 😭 and when I told her to check the cameras she thought i was tryna give her back talk like stfu stupid hoe ass bitch no one likes u my dad tried getting with my mom again after u started dating stfu ugky ass big nose bitch.
But anyway yeah I'm super fucking cool and I wish this guy would talk to me more because he genuinely makes me really happy, I cried a bit today but it's whatever 🤷♀️ I'm not surprised if he doesn't end up liking me. I could never tell anyone how I feel anymore because most of them are backstabbing bitches and racist mfs. please tell me what I should do 😭
