MY WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN

19

I woke up with a nasty headache and I apologized to Jane for messing up her night at her place with Maura.   I was still furious over the incident though. I got a hold of Jorge Leon Katelyn's boyfriend and told him to come by my home and because I was selling it and also needed him to find me a place in Kiki's area for the school district.  I explained to him why and he understood. Jane and I had breakfast and Jorge came by.  He reviewed my property and was surprised I paid it off. He told me that he knew of several in Kiki's areas that fall in that school district.  He called the realtors and he asked me that I could go with him or his vehicle.  I told him mine because I wanted to pick up my daughter to get her input in our future home and Kiki too. I really wish Izzy would of been with us to do this., but she requested space.  Jorge did the paper work to get get home listed and stated the benches would be going with me.
I left him inside with a key and the security code and told him he is to be present for all showing and why. I didn't want to have have remove the gun vaults.

Jane showed up and  I knew I looked like crap but made everyone breakfast. Izzy inquired how Joey was doing, I didn't respond for a few and strongly encouraged her to work this out soon before Joey moves.
Katelyn didn't say anything she was aware already when Jorge canceled their morning breakfast. 

What the hell.  She just paid the place off and is debt free. She paid for the Nissan in cash.  I guess I better go and get my stuff out now.. Jane flew off the handle.

You two have been tougher for several years and now because of disagreement over schools and a bike you caving in. I thought better of you. Your daughter needs you. Don't let your ego get in the way.
Maura tried to calm me down. I lost my appetite.
I never saw you as a quitter Isabella Kelly but there is a first for anything .You moved out for good. Jessica won't want want be around you. I guess Joey should of adopted her by herself. I got get out of here doc. I am going to go the range. Bye all.

Doc followed me out to try to calm me down.  Doc I don't get.
Jane started crying and I just held her.  Katelyn came out and saw this and was disgusted with Izzy.  My twin. didn't have to say anything for me to understand. 
I held onto Jane's waist. Sweetie I will call in and go with you.  Doc I appreciate it but need to blow out steam.
Izzy came out and got in her car and sped out.
Shit this is going to back fire on her.  Jessica will resent her Jane.  I know.
I kissed Jane goodbye.  I got my purse and called the hospital to tell them I would be in at noon.  I didn't feel bad because I worked extra last night for this doctor who is working right now.. I drove to Joey's.  I didn't even knock and opened the door. I found Izzy packing . I put my purse down and grabbed her by her waist and just held her.
Izzy please don't do this. You can stay with me but don't be immature and allow Jessica to suffer.  She has suffered enough.  Both of you have valid points. You need to make a compromise for the sake of your daughter.  You need to spend time with her. I know Lisa left you money so you don't need to work.  I moved back and was surprised she stated that to me.  I pushed her on the bed and straddled her. 
No Izzy we are not going to have sex. I want you to hear me. I WAS SENT TO PRIVATE SCHOOL.  YES, I HAD RECEIVED A GOOD EDUCATION. MY ADOPTIVE PARENTS WEREN'T THERE FOR ME.  I HATED THE SCHOOL.  EVENTUALLY I REFUSED TO GO HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS AND SPENT MY TIJE WITH MY NANI ISLES. I LOVE AND STILL MISS HER TO THIS DAY. SHE FELT  THE SAME AS I DID THE UNIFORM AND THE RULES. IF YOU WONT BE THERE FOR HER. I. JANE, KIKI AND LISA WILL.  THIS WILL PROBABLY BE YOUR ONLY CHANCE TO BE A MOTHER. THE COURT WONT ALLOW YOU TO FOSTER NOR ADOPT ANOTHER ONE FOR BEING IMMATURE AND SELFISH. 
The last sentence hit her hard  and she tried to push me off but I wasn't as weak as people think I am.  We wrestled in their bed for awhile until she gave up fighting.  My blouse ripped but it didn't matter to me. 
Izzy so you going to be an adult or being a child,?  I think I need to go find them . Thanks for being a pain in the ass friend.
I got up and looked at my blouse. I took off my blouse and threw it away.  I had my camisole on so I was okay. I would put my scrubs on anyway. I went to to gun range found Jane.

Jorge. Kiki. Jessica and myself had been to three so far  and Jessica not myself cared for what we seen so far.   My cell rang and and answered it without looking.
J please don't hang up and come outside alone please.  Kiki will you watch Jessica for a bit.  Sure we can walk along the lake while Jorge finds more places.  thanks.

I go outside and see Izzy had been crying. I opened my arms and she came closer for me to hug her.
J Jane told me you put your house up for sale already. I was mad at what Jane told me and left to pack my things. I didn't feel my opinion counts in raising our daughter and we barely had her for a night. Maura came to the house and straddled me so I listen since I wasn't earlier. By the way, she tossed her ripped blouse in the bedroom trash can.  She said s few things that hit below the belt. We wrestled. Shit she is strong.  Izzy what are you trying to tell me? I won't leave like that again.  I don't want Jessica to resent me like Maura resents her adoptive parents.  I will stay in the house.  I don't want to have sex for awhile. I need to work on my issues.
Kiki. Jessica and Jorge came out. 
Jessica I would like you to go with mom . Mama she.  Sweetie I am sorry for being angry and leaving the way I did.
I look at my mom and than Kiki.  .
Sweetie go ahead.  Your mom won't hurt you. At times as adults, we make mistakes too. Okay auntie Kiki. 
My heart felt good when she called me auntie.  Izzy mouthed to me to me thank you.

Jane it's all worked out now. Doc where is your blouse? Ripped and in Joey's trash can.  I told her about my experience in private school and my resentment towards my adoptive parents.  Doc thank you.  I just cannot see that little girl hurting nor my best friend. I know Sweetie.  Jane follow to the delearship please.  My car needs to be serviced and then take me to work.  Babe no problem. Let me pay and cleaned up.