Illyanna Grimes

Chapter 23

Daryl's POV

Illy: Hi, Daryl

When she spoke to me it was like the first time I heard her speak all over again. Hell when we first met I almost shot her. If it weren't for her catching the arrow. She looks the same basically same beautiful hair same everything. 

Illyanna's POV

Hi, Daryl...

Seeing Daryl again felt so....terrifying I felt so nervous, scared, excited even. I miss Daryl I really do but, I know he hates the fact I love Negan as well. 

Daryl: I think we should talk..

Yeah...

We headed to our house to talk which I'm not gonna lie I have no idea what's about to happen. Walking into our house seeing the kitchen just the house itself brings back memories. Sitting down on the couch as Daryl close the door. 

Daryl: So 

Sooo?

Daryl: Why do you love him Illy? 

Shit he had to ask that...

I don't know honestly when I first met him I hated him but, the more time I stayed at the sanctuary I got to know him. He stood up for me against his men.

 They didn't really like me you know.

  I could've ate them all when I wolfed out but, he just stood there like I wasn't breaking his #1 rule. The point is Daryl I saw a different side to him, and even though I was with you I didn't let it go any farther.

 That It should have we kissed 1 time.

 Then I told him I couldn't do that to you because I love You Daryl.  Yeah he was there for me, and I feel something for him but, I wasn't going to loose you I couldn't that's why I left I wanted to not loose you.

 I knew you probably hated me for Negan...

I'm sorry Daryl I really am 

Daryl: Do you love him?

Daryl....

Daryl: Do.You.Love.Him?

I think I do but, I loved you first I NEVER stopped loving you.

Daryl:Don't just don't you know I really thought you'd be different.

Daryl please.  

Daryl: Illy why? Just why I loved you then you went with him, and everything changed. GOD DAMN IT IlLY.

You hate me....I knew you'd hate me. I shouldn't have come. 

Daryl: Yeah er right  I do hate you, and you shouldn't have come. 

I hate that still love you when, you clearly don't feel the same. 

Goodbye Daryl.

With that I stormed out the door in tears full of anger, sadness so many emotions. 

Rick: Illy what happened? What's wrong? 

Nothing dad it's fine I'm fine.

Carl: Illy don't lie you can tell us. 

FINE BASICALLY I JUST TOLD DARYL THAT I STILL LOVE HIM, AND HE TOLD ME HE HATES ME FOR NEGAN EVEN THOUGH I STILL LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY STUPID HEART. GOD THIS WAS SO SO SO SO STUPID I SHOULD'VE JUST STAYED WHERE I WAS. 

After I finished shouting while sobbing my eyes out everyone was now look at me. Look I'm sorry I thought I could do this but, I can't okay? I'm leaving please please don't come back for me.