Illyanna Grimes

Chapter 16

Daryl's POV

After I left Rick's place I went home I had so much on my mind I love Illy I really do, but after hearing the stuff about Negan I don't know what to think.

 She told her dad she loved me with all her heart. I know I have to talk to her eventually sort this shit out. I realize now that I shouldn't have been such a dick ignoring like that.

 Hell I punched that dick in the face when he came here.

 He was gonna beat the shit out of me but, even then she protected hell she did her wolf shit, and she was pissed like he was scared she was gonna eat him.

 She protected me even after I was a complete dick to her. I need to talk to her.

End Of Daryl's POV

Little did Daryl know Illy was long gone....

Illyanna's POV

After I left Alexandria I headed to a abandoned cabin I found before I met Daryl. I stayed there for a couple of days it had a generator, and some food I brought some things from home.

 I had gone out to check some traps I laid. As I went back to the cabin I went to the bathroom but, when I came out I had heard a noise so I had my hand ready to blast the intruder.

 Until I saw who it was... "Holy shit..Illy?" A voice very familiar to me said.

Negan...

Negan's POV

I was going to my cabin I have in case I need to get away for awhile. What I didn't expect was to see the generator on, and some trap laid out around it. So I walked in ready to fight whoever is in MY cabin. What I saw confused me

Holy shit...Illy?

"Negan."

Illy you know this is my cabin right? She looks at me frustrated "You have got to be kidding me." Well I didn't expect that why are you here? "I left Alexandria."

 May I ask why? "You, and Daryl.." Me, and Daryl? The hell you talking about?

 "I'm talking about how both of you seem to love me I know what your gonna say you don't you have your wives blah blah blah.

 Anyway after Daryl found out that we kissed we broke up, and now he won't talk to me, and If i try to talk to him all I think about is us kissing then I feel so guilty.  So you left because you couldn't choose? 

"NEGAN" 

Back to Illyanna's POV

NEGAN!

Stop it i came here because I remember finding this place before I even met Daryl. I'm not staying here I'm leaving tomorrow. "Leaving..?"

 I need to think about all this. After Daryl broke up with me I other spent time with my brother. 

He's the only one who knows I left. "Can we talk?" sighing I sit on the small couch fine. "Illy let me explain. When i first heard of the supposedly witch beating the shit out of my men I was furious."

 Negan says to me.

 I become very protective over my loved ones. "I can see that now the more time you spent at the sanctuary with me.

 The more I got to know you I understood where you were coming from. I think your right...I did start to fall in love with you.."

 Negan says. I will be gone by tomorrow like I said I left for a reason. "Ily wait." WHAT! Negan I ccan't handle this I love both of you, and if I choose one of you I will loose the other.

 He just looks at me..."You love me..?" Yes god damn it even after you tried to almost kill Daryl I still love you even with your wives still in the picture I STILL love you.

 Then it happens he grabs my face pulling me to his kissing me, and I kiss back...

Back In Alexandria

Third Person POV

"What you mean she's gone Carl?" Rick said.  "She left last night." Carl said simply. "Wait..you know she left, and didn't say anything?"

 Rick says to Carl. "Yes..yes I did  she told me not to say anything."

 Carl says. "Where is she Carl? Where is your sister?" Rick asked Carl.

 "I honestly don't know she told me she had to leave, she wanted time by herself. She's coming back I don't know when but, she is she told me so."

 Carl explains to his dad. Then Daryl walks up to them. "What in the hell is going on?" Daryl says. "Illy's gone she left last night, and Carl let her." Rick said. "What you mean GONE?" Daryl says angrily. 

"She told me she wanted to get away because of the whole Negan, and....you thing." Carl tells Daryl. "So she's just gonna run away from her probelms?" Daryl says pissed. Then Carls looses it.

 "She left because she felt awful for kissing him hated herself for it. Then you LEFT her instead of letting her explain. Even when Negan showed up, and you punched him SHE STILL saved your ASS. She left because she hated the fact she loved you both but, if she choose one she'd loose the other."  Carl huffs 

Daryl's POV

As I'm walking out of the house I her Rick, and Carl bickering. What in the hell is going on? "Illy's gone she left last night, and Carl let her." Rick says what do you mean GONE? I feel myself getting angry.

 "She told me she wanted to get away because of the whole Negan, and....you thing." Carl says to me. So she's just gonna run away from her problems? I say felling pissed she left me. Carl then snaps back at me.

 "She left because she felt awful for kissing him hated herself for it. Then you LEFT her instead of letting her explain. Even when Negan showed up, and you punched him SHE STILL saved your ASS. She left because she hated the fact she loved you both but, if she choose one she'd loose the other."

Back To Illyanna's POV

Fuck...

I kissed Negan again. 

I ended up staying the night in Negan's cabin. He also stayed I mean it is his cabin. I made him sleep in the bed alone I took the couch.

 As I got ready for bed I got startled by Negan coming from behind me wrapping his arms around my waist, and his head resting in the crook of my neck. "Illy please don't leave." Negan says pleading me to stay.

 Negan I can't I left to get away from both of you. "Illy god damn why not you can stay here it's perfect no ones knows about it but, me." Negan says to me. Negan even I wanted to stay that will just make me more of an asshole, and Daryl's a tracker a good one.

 If he found me here while you were here I don't know what I would do. "So Daryl a good tracker. I doubt that he'll think to look here though I made it so only I could find it."

 Well if I found it Negan then Daryl can definitely find it too.  I can't stay because if I do I don't know what will happen...

"Illy please.." No i can't I'm staying tonight then I'm leaving I don't know where to but, I'll figure it out..