Sometimes I just feel like He just wants me to be there when the is bored.
He dosen't really want me as a friend, but a clown because I do all that silly thing to make him laugh.
I always feel distance from each other. Never had a long, close, stable relationship with someone. People just fade out from my life day by day.
Eventually I realized I got none friends. They always have some better people to be with, just not me. I am getting isolated. People around me are not really into me, just some fake friends.
My crush, got many people around him, so I'm not matter for him. I'm just a second option when he gets bored.
Lee f*cking minho will i always be the "second option"
