My Sweetspark (Optimus Prime x OC story) ON HOLD

Depressed??

"I want you..."

"What?"

"I LOVE YOU! Kira!" Optimus screamed loudly. "I've had feelings for you since I meet you..."

I was silent as a non talk able fish. (idk why I said fish)

"I-I'm sorry...." He apologized "I-I lost my c-control t-there....I-I'm s-so sorry K-Kira I-"

I kissed him then and there. I didn't care about what he wanted to say. I love him as well. Optimus was shocked for a second but soon pulled in the kiss.

"I love you to Optimus.." I said as I pulled away.

=====(Time Skip)=====

Third persons POV.

It's been 3 weeks since the "incident" happened. Kira and Optimus grew closer and closer. At this point the kids knew what was going on.

"Do you think.....Kira and Optimus are a.....t-thing?" Raf asked quietly making sure that no one heard what he said.

"Of course Raf!" Miko yelled but her mouth was soon covered by Jack.

"Do you have to scream?!" Jack yelled quietly. "You know they have excellent hearing!"

"yeah yeah yeah...." Miko mocked him as he talked.

Little did the kids know Kira heard it all and almost fainted. she blushed as she calmed herself down. Luckily, no one was here in the main session. Ratchet was in the medbay as the rest was at a mission. She went back to working on the datapads as she heard the computer beeped.

"Kira...bridge us back..." Optimus said through the computers. His voice sounded weird. He sounded tired and....sad? Kira never heard Optimus being....sad. She shrugged it off thinking it was the computers problem and opened the groundbridge. First came through Bulkhead and Bumblebee with a cart full of energon. Next was Arcee. She glared at Kira. Kira smiled but she walked away.

"What was wrong with her?" Kira thought. Next was Optimus. For some reason he looked depressed. His eyes were droopy and he frowned. Kira was worried. After a few minutes of unloading the energon Kira decided to face her fear of public speaking and decided to ask. She walked up to Bulkhead and asked.

"Do you know what's wrong with Optimus?"

Bulkhead shook his head and said "No..but when Megatron and him were I head Megaton say some bad things about you and Eita's death or something. He almost pinned Optimus down."

(Swich to Kira's POV ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I quietly gasped as I heard all of this. I thanked Bulkhead and went straight towards Optimus's berthroom. I knocked but there was no response. I knocked again but still no response. I was getting worried know. Usually Optimus would answer anytime of the day. Even at 3:00 AM in the morning! I knocked again but harder this time. Then suddenly the door opened.

"I guess he didn't lock his door?.." I thought. I really didn't want to bother Optimus but I wanted to know what was going on. I slightly peeked in and what I saw was an image I would never forget. There, siting on the ground in the corner of Optimus's room was Optimus. He had a sharp Blade in his hand. It looked like that he had cut his arm, energon streaked down his wound, and was about to cut his leg. I quickly ran towards him closing the door behind me and snatched the blade from him and threw it across the floor. I got a towel and pressed it against his arm.

"OPTIMUS! What the HECK is wrong with you?!" I yelled as I cleaned the energon off of his arm. He didn't respond as he kept looking at the ground in complete emotionless. I sighed and hugged him. I snuggled under his neck cables. I suddenly felt wetness on my shoulder. I knew he wanted to cry so I let him do that. Who cares when you'll get rusty later...at least I don't. Few minutes later he calmed down.

"Optimus.....are you...okay?" I asked, hesitantly. He simply looked down again and whispered "I'm sorry..."

What? Why was optimus sorry? And what was he sorry about? I thought as I asked again. "What do you mean...?"

"I-i'm sorry I l-let y-you down.." he hiccuped form his crying. (you know the feeling where you cried so hard and later you have hiccups......or is it just me..;-;)

"Who?..." I asked again as I put my jacket around hime to keep him warm as his room was FREEZING!

"Elita...." Optimus whispered...his voice was so small that I barely heard what he said.

"who...??"

"Elita One..." He said again but louder.

"Who's Elita?" I asked. Then suddenly Optimus lunched his teeth in anger and kicked me away.

I groaned in pain as I hit my back on to the wall. Optimus imminently regret what he had done. He quickly ran over and apologized for his action over and over again.

"I-i'm s-so s-sorry I-I l-lost control." He apologized.

"It's ok.." I said as I hugged him. "But who is Elita One..."

Optimus signed as I took him in my chest as he laid down on the floor resting his head on my chest. "Elita was......my first spark mate... do you remember about the special day I was talking about when I was Orion?"

"Yes quite will, you talked about it all day." I teased him. Otpipmus chuckled and then his smile turns in to a frown.

"That day I had my first date with Elita One, We only got to be spark mates for 3 years in human language before she died due to an accident caused by Megatron. He kept telling me that I was weak and- Optimus started to tear up again- I was the cause that Eltia died..." Optimus shuttered by the coldness.

I went and got the jacket to lay on top of us.

"You know the none of these things are true." I said as I got up and helped him up. "Here let's not talk about the bad time....its the past......you can't change the past.....but you CAN change the future..." I got him to Ratchet as I went to check why it was HECKING freezing!

"WHO TURNED THE REMOTE CONTO TO 36 *C!!!"

*Miko, Raf, and Jack outside trying to get cool air form the vents cause it's hot outside.

*Slowly turns it back to normal*

"NOT US!!"

(bleep)

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Hello my chicken nuggy fans! IT IS I THE LE KAYLA! I finally managed to update through my tough schedule and finally managed to update at least a chapter. Sorry to have wasted ike an eternity on writers block I know its been months but I'm having a really tight schedule so please understand I can't update everyday like summer because know that I have a life to and I need to go to school so please have some patience. As always you guys are awesome, even if I feel like every time I write this I'm just talking to myself but I won't give up that easily! You guys have great patience so I'm not worried! Ask always you guys stay safe, sanitize, and wear a mask!

P.S. I have a test coming up tomorrow so wish me luck!

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