The Bully's Secret

Chapter 4-Take It Slow

I did it. I asked him to kiss me. He looked surprised, then he smirked, like he always does. He held the back of my head, then smashed his soft, smooth lips on mine. I felt like i was taken out of this world by him. This was my first kiss, and I'm really glad it was with him. He reached down and picked me up and put my legs around him. We kept kissing until he finally stopped and put me down. We both still had our eyes closed, smiling, still so close to eachother. I could still feel his warm lips on mine. He was still caressing my cheek, holding me close. "Shane." "Y-yes?" "Will you g-" He was interrupted by a flow of kids rushing through the locker room. Shit! I can't be seen with him! If people see him with me it could ruin his reputation. So I ran. I ran out of the locker room and down the hallway. I didn't even know where I was going. In fact, i didn't care. I don't know why but I didn't want to ruin his popularity. I found a bench in the random part of the school. I sat down and thought about all the stuff that just went down. I just kissed a guy! And I liked it! Jake is coming to pick me up today after his vacation so I can finally vent to someone. "Shane! Shane where'd you go?"

My hairs stood on end when I heard his dominating voice boomed through the hallways. He ran right past where i was sitting. I was trying so hard not to laugh, but I guess he heard me. He ran back and tackled me onto the ground. He lifted my head off the ground and kissed me passionately. I took my hand and ran it through his smooth, black hair. I reached my other hand up his shirt and rubbed his abs like I did yesterday. He flipped me over so I was on top of him. He squeezed my ass. "Mason that feels... good." "Why do you think I'm doing it."He giggled then wrapped his hands around me and pulled me even closer to him. I swear not even air could get in between us. We kept this up, switching who's on top, for a good 5 minutes. I stopped kissing him and got up. We sat on the bench holding hands, gazing into eachother's eyes. "Mason. I want to be with you, but I don't know if we should be moving so fast. C-can we take things slow?" His smile turned into a  smile turned into a subtle frown. "It's not anything wrong with you, it's just that.." I took a deep breath "This is my first time ever being in any relationship, and the fact that it's with a guy just gives me a lot to think about. His frown turned back into a smile. "Say no more. I'll be happy to take it slow if it means being with you. I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable, but every time I see you I can't stop myself from getting closer to you." "You don't have to apologize. To be honest, I always thought you were pretty good looking, but I thought I could never date a guy and a guy could never like me." "Come here." He pulled me in for a tight hug. My high school bully is hugging me. I think this could actually work out. "I guess I should start it off saying." He took a deep breath. "Will you go on a date with me?"