𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖗𝕸𝖆𝖓 𝕬𝖓𝖉 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕾𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖙 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗

𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊𝖘 𝕯𝖎𝖊 𝕭𝖚𝖙 𝕹𝖊𝖜 𝕭𝖊𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘 𝕸𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖀𝖘 𝕾𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗

Two months after they had had sex at the beach Vince noticed Paul hasn't showed up for any of the meetings a lot and he and the band worried about him. He walks around to see if his boyfriend showed up that day and went to Ace "have you seen Paul or heard anything from him?"

Ace thinks "he told me for the past week that he hasn't been feeling well and his new one today is bad stomach cramps. He should be at home if you want to check on him"

He nods "I'm going now. Thanks Ace and let the others know that I'll be back"

Vince gets to the house unlocks the house door because he had keys and goes upstairs to Paul's room. He knocks on the door "Starchild? It's me Vinny"

Paul groans in pain and gasps "please leave me alone for now baby. I'll be okay I promise"

He ignores his wishes and goes into the room. He sees that his boyfriend is in severe pain and is sobbing

Paul looks up "please Vinny. I'm okay"

He shakes his head "no you're not. You look beyond horrible right now. How long has this pain been around?"

Paul sobs and holds his stomach "the pain is worse and beyond worse today and I'm getting horrible cramps"

He lets the bands know that they were going to see a doctor. He lifts the blankets and sees blood everywhere on the blankets "baby you are bleeding horribly. I've never seen so much blood" he looks at him

Paul gets scared and gets up slowly "holy shit!"

He looks at him "we're going to the hospital"

When they get to the hospital, Paul is rushed to the ICU to be checked fast because of the blood. After two hours of waiting, Vince hears from the doctor about Paul having a miscarriage. He sobs and nods "I wanna see him"

The doctor nods and brings Vince to see Paul. Paul looks at him and feels weak from the bleeding. He sheds tears when he sees his boyfriend "I...I l.... Lost a baby!!!"

Vince nods and goes to him soon holding him and sobbing "I'm sorry my love"

After a few days in the hospital they head home and when they are home Paul looks out the window. He hasn't talked all day and stayed at the window that had a couch build into it. He sheds tears and sees Vince walk over with some coffee in a mug

Vince feels bad and hands the mug to him "here babe" he gives him the it and sits down next to here

Paul smiles and whispers "thanks" he sips the coffee and looks at his boyfriend

He smiles at him and relaxes "the others will be home from the recording studio. How are feeling"

Paul sniffles "just broken but I'll be okay for now" he whispers and  puts the mug down for now. He holds one of the pillows and hugs it

He rubs Paul's leg "I love you so much and we will have a baby someday"

Paul sighs "not sure yet if I want a baby yet. It just traumatized me" he hears the others walk in and looks away

Ace and the others haven't seen their main singer for a while. Ace feels worried about Paul and hoped he was okay

Later on both bands make food for dinner. Vince talks to Ace for while and looks over at Paul who was in the window seat still

Nikki walks to Paul and looks at him "hey"

Paul wipes away tears and smiles "Hey Nikki" he sniffles

He hugs him and holds him close

Paul sobs and holds onto his friend "it's hard"

He rubs his back and looks at him "I know how you feel. I was in my early twenties when I had my first miscarriage. It's the worst pain to lose a baby"

Paul wipes his tears and grabs a few tissues soon wiping his face "awww I'm sorry that happened to you Nikki but you have a beautiful son"

He smiles "I wasn't ready anyways and I was working on starting my band during the time"

Paul feels a little better and nods "can you have my boyfriend come see me?"

He nods "be back" he goes to get Vince and goes to Ace

Ace kisses Nikki "you're very kind to help him feel better"

He laughs "it's okay. I just told him that he's not the only one that has dealt with a miscarriage before. Think he knows he's not alone and who to go to"

Vince walks over and sees Paul move over so he could sit down next to him. He sits down and pulls Paul close "hi my baby"

Paul smiles "hi honey" he cuddles him and kisses him "I'm sorry my mood has been down for a few days. I love you so much"

He kisses Paul back and smiles "it's okay. It happens sweetie and I know you felt horrible for a few days. I lost a child too and it hurt me a lot just like how I lost our daughter if she was alive still" he sheds tears and sniffles "you're not alone baby. I know how you're feeling too"

Paul cries again "she looks so much like you also and I wish she was my daughter too. I'm sorry for what you had to go through honey. I didn't realize you went through the same pain"

Vince smiles "it's okay baby. It was a long time ago but she's in our hearts forever" he sniffles

They cuddle for a while and end up going to eat dinner with the others. Paul eats and smiles "this is amazing guys. Thanks so much"

Everyone smiles at Paul and tell him that they wanted to do it. They all fool around during dinner and eat at the same time.

Paul looks at Vince and kisses him more "love you. We will have kids but not yet. We will have a beautiful rainbow baby soon. Our rainbow baby" he eats more and feels Vince rub his back

Nikki goes to take care of his and Ace's son James and feeds him

Ace sees Nikki "you could feed him at the table you know? Who the fuck cares! All of the guys don't care because a lot of them are transgender like you"

He giggles "I just always did feed our son alone but I'll be okay for now. Just tell the others where I went"

Dinner was amazing and Paul was about to surprise Vince by shaving for a special night together

(Let me know what you think of this chapter. Thanks for reading)