Chapter 10: 5 Jan 20xx

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Hinata POV:

My teammates started arriving one after another so we could start warming up in the gym. Everyone was surprised I came without Kageyama. Usually we come together, but I wanted to test some methods I searched the previous night. I feel a lot better as Kenma came over. Is that being happy? I'm really excited as today we're going to try a new move.

After practice:

I am now walking with the first years to class. I have completely forgotten we have a test today. Tsukishima, being salty as ever, teased me for not studying. i mutely nodded my head, not wanting to respond. The other first years were shocked, especially Kageyama. He asked me whether I was fine, but not without his signature 'dumbass' line. 'Dumbass' is my new nickname for him, most of the time it got me powered up, but this time I felt like an ice cube dropped down my back. Without a word, I headed back to my class.

*Tsukishima POV:

Shrimpy has been weird recently. I seem quite salty, but actually I'm just observing and I don't mean it. Maybe I should tell Sugawara-senpai about this...He's like the team mom after all...

Hinata POV:

I'm actually quite surprised that I managed to do some. Usually I just fail everything, but ever since Kenma taught me. I can solve quite a few. But that's not going to change the fact of being slaughtered alive. My teacher marks very fast, so we'll probably get it later on. Ahhhhhh....... It's really between the devil and the dark blue sea. It's lunch now so I'm going to go for a run. Yachi asked if I wanted to have lunch with her, but I'll have no time for lunch, so I declined her offer. Although I could hear my stomach growling, nothing's better than jogging. As I jogged, I thought about how I could squeeze in the most jogging time. Mornings and nights were sometimes busy. So, mealtimes were the best. Since I wouldn't have time to prepare, I'll probably use my lunch money to buy a bento for my father. It was hot, but I sweated out all my problems. I felt ready to receive my test paper.
In class:
I'm going to get scolded for not getting 100. I wonder what punishment I'll get? Oh well. It always hurts, so on the way home, I'll buy some bandages. By the way, I don't know whether it's just me or is people looking at me with pity? Sugawara-senpai came to ask me if I was unwell as all the first years seemed scared of me. Have they found out, so I just smile to avoid suspicion.
After punishment :
Practice was as per normal. At the moment, I'm bandaging myself. Today was worse than usual,but crap, I didn't buy enough bandages. I can't apply ointment as my father doesn't want his masterpieces to be missing. I don't want to defy him after all. Today's punishment was verbal abuse. Well, now it's clear to me that I'm a worthless, stupid piece of shit. He signed on the test paper but also spit on it. Why is life so mean to me? Did I do something horrible in my previous life?  What is filial piety? Overwhelmed by these thoughts, I decided to write in the cat book.

Dear diary,

This is my first time writing a diary. Is it weird to do so? This was actually given by my soulmate. Recently I've been exercising a lot, so I'm more tired. I don't react as much as it takes too much. As far as I'm concerned, I'm worthless. I wonder what I did to deserve this....
S.H.
I called Kenma for help with homework. It's become a practice for me so my grades are getting better but not satisfactory for my father. I feel like I'm more dull than usual?

"...Shoyo?"

"A-ah Kenma! Sorry, what did you say?"

"You seemed more tired, so do you want to stop here for tonight?

"No worries! Let's continue!"

Ahhhh...... I'm making Kenma worry for me again. I should act normal...

We finished a little after 11pm. We bade goodbye and ended our call  I stretched and decided to go jogging. It was cold out, but when I started running, it felt cooling. When did this all start?It has been a while since I smiled genuinely. However, my laid-back attitude helped me along the way,I thought as I grinned to myself.
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Hello a/n here. How's everyone doing? I apologise for not updating lately. Stay safe!

errr guys what is this im discontinue this book it sucks and I have no inspiration. Coming back to this book was a mistake. You should watch MissAngelicChemicals instead. Well until next time then!

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