Secrets And Lies

Chapter 13

I went in and took off my jacket and took a deep breath . it doesn't begin to fill the void in my chest, a void that's been present since yesterday night after he told me I was going home. I miss him. I shut the door at the thought immediately. No. don't think about him. Of course, I can stay away from him. I miss soph, and imagine her lying on a beach in Barbados sipping cool cocktail. I turn on the flat screen television so there's noise to fill the vacuum and provide some semblance of company, but I don't listen or watch. I sit and blanckly stare at the brick wall. I am numb. I feel nothing but the pain. How long must I endure this?

➡CHRISTOPHER'S POV⬅

I can't believe that I just lost her! Why? I shouldn't have let her go! This is what I do I push everyone away! I'm a f*** up. I will never forgive myself for hurting her. I lose control with her and I don't feel it at all. I want to tie her up, fuck her then kill her every time I get angry. She is better off with out me, without seeing my face! I mean she always says I killed Sera! I would never kill the person I love I would never hurt her! And I never did. I need to speak to her about the ring and I really want my dead girfriends most loved ring which was left from her grand father!

She is a detective I hate detectives because they are all with the government and all the government does is steal momey and lie! I don't mean she steals or anything. I just don't like the fact that she is a detective! One thing that I was so shoked about is the fact that she was jealous when she found me kissing another girl when I was meant to be with her full day. I don't think I can stay away from her without being with another girl! So I call some girls over to give me a good time.

Enjoying my time with the girls was good but for the first time I still can't forget her I can't stay away from her.  Later that night the girls left and I decided to send Cathrine an email.

TO:Cathrine
TIME:11:30 pm
SUBJECT: apology
FROM: Mr Christopher Tomsinhay

Dear Cathrine,
I just thought I'd write a 'I apologise for everything ' letter .
I mean I'm really sorry for acting like an animal with you its just that I lost my temper and I just wanted to tell you that it will never happen again. Sorry if I'm desterbing anything.

Chris

CHRISTOPHER TOMSINHAY
WILLHERTHAN SHOW COMAPAY
W.S.C RUNES BY MR C.T

I waited for 2 miutes and the inbox started beping. Message from Cathrine.

TO: Mr Christopher Tomsinhay
TIME:11:32 pm
SUBJECT: Apology Accepted
FROM: Cathrine willhamton

Christopher,
Apology accepted! And its fine your not desterbing anything.

Kat

Thank god she isn't in a bad mood or she would probably have just kicked off!

TO:Cathrine
TIME:11:36 pm
SUBJECT: The ring?
FROM: Mr Christopher Tomsinhay

Dear Cathrine,

I hope your days been fine. I just wanted to know if Sophie's told you anything about the ring. Has she ?

CHRISTOPHER TOMSINHAY
WILLHERTHAN SHOW COMAPAY
W.S.C RUNES BY MR C.T

I pressed send.

➡CATHRINE'S POV⬅

TO:Cathrine
TIME:11:36 pm
SUBJECT: The ring?
FROM: Mr Christopher Tomsinhay

Dear Cathrine,

I hope your days been fine. I just wanted to know if Sophie's told you anything about the ring. Has she ?

CHRISTOPHER TOMSINHAY
WILLHERTHAN SHOW COMAPAY
W.S.C RUNES BY MR C.T

I knew that's why he actually emailed .e at the first place. Why is he doing this to me!

TO: Mr Christopher Tomsinhay
TIME:11:40 pm
SUBJECT: Apology Accepted
FROM: Cathrine willhamton

Chris,
I don't get why you think I will go and get you back a fucked up old ring from a crime! Are you crazy? Why aren't you leaving me alone! When ever you need me you use me and when ever you have blonde bitches you're fine! What is it has she left you now! I will not answer any further emails so please stop emailing me!

Good bye Chris !

Cathrine willhamton

I pressed send and shuted the laptop down. I went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. Then went to bed with my croped top and shorts. I fell a sleep straight away!