Note #18

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Its been about 3 days since I wrote the last note and I honestly was going to throw the notes out and never write again but Kai told me I shouldn't and that I should continue writing notes to express how I feel..

What can I say? I think its pretty obvious that I'm disappointed. Not because of you, well yeah kind of because of you but mainly more because I was delusional and thought that it was me you liked. I tend to do this a lot were I over analyze things, so I am kind of sued to this feeling but it still stings, and it also sucks that I cant seem to learn form my experiences.

Either way, I'm trying to be there for you along with the others so that you don't feel bad about your situation. I cant wonder what its like to be in your position right now so I've decided to just push my feelings aside and be the best friend I can be.

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