Submission BTS//JK ff

6:Trust

"Never."

"Alpha?"

"What?"

"Can't you see this is exactly what you didn't want to happen this morning? Our Mate is asking to be let go." Jimin spoke calmly to the Alpha that had his arms around me.

"Please." Was all I could think to say. To my surprise he dropped his hold on me and I was able to step away.

"Are you rejecting us?" Namjoon asked with so much sadness in his eyes.

"I don't see a point." They reacted by all slightly tilting their heads in confusion made me almost melt at their softness. Almost. "My wolf doesn't speak to me as in she never whispered Mate when we met. Besides your rank I don't think anything pulls me too you." I sadly didn't hold back my whimper as I just lied. It was as if my ears were literally pulled harshly by my pack. "Please I already belong to my pack just please forget about me." I practically whispered out before I took more steps towards the door.

"Please......we will keep you safe from them." The wolf with the deep voice spoke making my feet want to stay planted where they were.

"I'm marked, claimed, wether I am your mate or not I can never be yours." I took my final steps to the door closing their strong scents inside. My heart pounding in my chest.

I'm finally alone. I could try and run and forget everything and everyone. How long will it be before I pass out from the pain and crave to go back to the Alpha that marked me? 4 hours.....less? Maybe if I run deep enough into the woods my wolf and I can die alone. Our final moments refusing to submit to any wolf.

In my wolf form I know my scent is stronger but I'm definitely faster. Running as fast as I can letting the angst I feel fuel me to go faster. I'll let my feet bleed from non stop running before I turn back.

My body collapsed from exhaustion and pain. Hours of continuous running brought me to finally find myself on the woods floor panting for air....and water.

The Moon was my only company. I honestly don't understand how we are all supposed to praise the Moon Goddess. Sure Alphas feel lucky to be who they are but as for Omegas and even Betas why praise someone who made you a weak class? I've never met another male omega and I doubt I ever will; but if I did I'm sure he would feel the same.

My eyelids became heavy as my body felt weaker from the pain. I don't regret running away from my cousin and his pack. A smile came to my wolfs face as I finally did something for me before I died.

This is what I wanted. I wanted to disappear. In my next life I don't want to be anything though. I don't want to be in a world with ranks or classes. Maybe I could be a cherry blossom tree that makes others smile from my beautiful petals. Heck I'll even take being a rock I just hope I'm up high on a mountain where I can admire the scenery for the rest of my life.

Familiar scents filled my nostrils just as I wasn't able to open my eyes anymore. It doesn't matter though. Who ever it is can use my body how they like. I'm already gone. I wasn't even able to hear them.

"We can't do this!" Jimin yelled while pushing my wolf away from the white wolf that was dying on the ground.

"Our Mate Is Dying!" I myself hated what I was about to do. However it was the only act that might save him.

The other wolves lowered their heads as I approached our mate. Lightly nipping his ears to let him know I was here. Letting his sweet scent engulf me. I know that if he lives he will hate me forever but I can accept that. I'm not strong enough to watch my mate die let alone suffer.