12:Vitti

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All of my mates waited for me outside in their living room. Once I was able to move I asked them to give me some space. I needed it. Mentally I wanted to be far away from them all but physically my body craved to be near them.

The hot water burned my skin in a good way, washing away all the filth that I felt was engraved on my skin. I hated this feeling. This is how I felt after Jinyoung claimed me the first time. I wanted my skin to shed like a snake and be born with a new layer.

Before I got out of the shower I changed into my wolf form to wash away all the blood on our fur. Even after all this she is still silent and it just makes me feel even more alone.

As my fur finally felt clean of everything that happened I changed back. This time though I changed back getting the clothes I wore yesterday drenched. With a sigh I took them off keeping them in the shower so I wouldn't soak the bathroom floor.

Shutting the shower off and stepping out to be greeted by the steamy bathroom made me feel a bit better. I was just a bit more clean than I was before. Wiping the mirror and instantly looking at my marked neck. I had a mate mark on both sides. Three on each side. My fingers grazed each one and I knew exactly what mate left each one.

Yoongi claimed my scent gland that most mates claim. Seokjin claimed my other side. Taehyung marked me right under his (I wonder what will happen to his mark now that he is gone.).Under Yoongi, Hoseok left his mark leaving Jimin to mark me under him and Namjoon to even it out on the other side.

I'm alive.... And I have to submit to 6......5 Pureblood Alphas. They marked me when I was having my first heat. This is exactly what Jinyoung and the others wanted from me.

Leaving the bathroom with the towel wrapped around my waist one couldn't miss the folded stack of clean clothes that laid on the edge of the messed up bed. Yes the room smells like Yoongi but the clothes even more so.

Dark grey sweat pants they were extremely baggy on me but very warm. The shirt basically swallowed me whole. The color was white but I was thankful it felt like I could hide in them and not stick out.

Walking out of Alpha's bedroom I was met again with the over dominating scents of the Purebloods. It wasn't as bad now that we are mated but it's still very strong.

They all stopped what they were doing and looked at me. Jimin however didn't meet my gaze when my eyes finally landed on him.

"How are you feeling?" Namjoon asked me trying not to take a step forward.

"Thank you for the clothes." A painful whine left my lips as I know I didn't answer alpha's question. It's sad. I wanted to test to see if now that I'm mated to others if what my pack put me through will still remain. Sadly it did.

Yoongi was the first to lay his hands on me making me instantly jerk away. If he just let me be I wouldn't have to hate any of them. I wouldn't of been used by rogues. The torture I went through when I was in my heat wouldn't of happened.

A painful sigh left the Alpha's lips as he retracted his hand before walking back to where he was and took a seat. I tried to suppress the grown that wanted to fill the room to show how much I didn't want this. My mate instincts sadly won't let my mate be upset alone.....especially knowing it's me that makes him sad.

I walked over slowly getting on my knees before him. My hand rested on his knee as my eyes met his shocked ones. "Alpha. Please just give me time." I couldn't stop the stray tear that escaped my eyes as I looked up at him. This is everything I dreaded. Being stuck being someone else's and I have no way to control what I want and how I act. This is exactly how Jinyoung wanted me to be. On my knees on my own begging for forgiveness.

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