Submission BTS//JK ff

15: Apologies

Today we woke up feeling a bit happier. My little brother with his new hair due was up and out of bed doing a few push-ups on the floor of his room. Our mate was safe and sound sleeping in the arms of his mate...our Alpha.

Seokjin with the help of Jimin was in the Kitchen making everyone a big breakfast. Hoseok and myself kept it calm didn't want our mate to stir with so many energetic scents filling the air.

An hour ago I walked in to see if they needed anything but I was quickly and threateningly growled away by the Alpha who pulled our sleeping mate closer to himself. I can't lie it was a hard thing to witness but something I had to accept.

I am an alpha but I'm not the next head alpha. I fought so hard that day along with my brother but we just couldn't defeat Yoongi. If he wasn't already my friend then I problem would of always had a feud and growing grudge against the next head alpha.

"Even though it's clear how much our mate dislikes Yoongi the most there is no fighting the mate bond."

"It doesn't help that our leader claimed him first." I whispered back to Hoseok who looked glum.

"Like I know that this is not how most wolves mate and shit but this is frustrating. Like I want to get to know my mate....hold him....scent him. But I can't even be his protective Alpha. Yoongi will always be at a higher rank and level." Hoseok and I were very close just like how my little brother is closest to Jimin.

"Trust me ....I get it. We are all feeling that." No one will speak up especially this early. It's only been 2 days we still don't know how this is going to work. It's supposed to be equal but it won't be.

Yoongi is head alpha and mated with him first. Taehyung died for him and was brought back by Jungkook's wolf. That alone puts his status right below or even beside Yoongi. The others and myself still need to learn where we stand.

"Hey." Hoseok and I looked up to see Jimin standing before us with an unsure look on his face. "Do you think if we tell Alpha breakfast is ready that he would come out?" Looking behind Jimin I could see my older brother setting the table.

"I'd mind link him. If we open that door again he might kill." Hoseok released a small laugh beside me after I said that. My words were supposed to come across as funny but the sad truth was that it was a warning as well.

Jimin gave me a firm nod before he briefly closed his eyes. Hoseok and I didn't speak we just stared at Jimin waiting for our Alpha's response. A moment later Jimin opened his eyes and looked between Hoseok and myself.

"They will be out when Jungkook wakes up on his own."

"Makes sense. Our Mate went through a lot mentally and physically of course he is still worn out." Hoseok stated as he leaned back on the couch crossing his arms over his chest closing his eyes.

"Come on hyung....Alpha said we should eat." Jimin sighed leaning down to grab hold of a stiff Hoseok who did not want to move. Hoseok growled as he tried to keep his body stiff so Jimin couldn't move him. Jimin growles right back making my laugh. Finally picking a side I stood up beside Jimin and helped pull our stubborn hyung up to his feet.

Warmth. The feeling of safety clouded my mind. I didn't want to wake up but my stomach was screaming at me to.

Opened my eyes I was instantly met with the red eyes of my mate. Yoongi smiled at me with his head propped up on his arm with his other draped over my waist.

I'm not used to this. Just a few days ago I was in the arms of my pack. Waking up in their arms and just counting down till their skin left mine. Right now however I didn't feel my skin crawl. I didn't find myself looking for an excuse to get out of bed and away from the alpha. My heart raced when I realized I actually didn't want his arm to move from its place.