Lethal Contract [Chanyeol FF]

22 : Assassin of love

Hae In's POV

'Where am I ? Is it heaven ?'

It was the first though that hit my brain cells when I found myself inside a total white room . It was like I'm in a white box . Nothing is seems to be found . No door , no windows , only four walls and a white roof .

"But heaven won't take in someone like me ."

Why do I feel something is around my mouth ?

"Hae In-aa" , someone called from behind breaking the eternal silence .

I jolted hearing that most familiar voice .

"Ommaaa!!" Word left my throat with a relief as I turned around .

Instead of being shocked I was happy that atleast heaven is not as cruel as earth . They sent my mom to guide me to the afterlife . I don't care if I dissipate in thin air after this .

" How have you been dear ?" She caressed my cheek with compassion . Strangely her hand felt too warm for a soul .

"It was hard but I managed " my smile was gloomy, I can sense it . I know I'm telling the half truth like I always do . But I don't want her to feel guilty for leaving me early , when I was the reason behind this tragedy . "But how is dad ?"

"He is fine but You are hiding something ", mom frowned with a meaningful smile . She held my hands together . She wants me to confess and I should . It's better to clear myself at my last moment . It won't cut off my sins but still . It's for my own satisfaction . I'll know that I have Acknowledged every wrong doings I did with or without knowing .

With a short sigh I eyed her ,"Omma will you forgive me after what I'm going to tell now ?"

"Don't think much . Just clear your heart ."

" You remember when I said I was going to apply for hostel in college years after high school graduation ?" I feel ashamed at this point . How am I supposed to tell the rest ?

Omma just nodded .

"Actually I was taking training for something dangerous back then with my studies ."

"Something dangerous ?" She questioned in a soft tone .

I bit my inner skin to prevent the tears from reaching my eyes  . I nodded . "I was trained with verious kinds of martial arts and weapons . I learnt how to conquer my fears ."

"Was it to help someone ?" Her questions are meaningful but I have more than one answer for this one .

"It was to destroy a few to save thousands of lives . But it all started with one life that I wanted to save desperately ." Am I telling the truth ? Yes I am . This is the truth I believed through out all this years .

"Why did you took this decision ?" Omma knows what to ask next after my answers end , asif the all mighty speaking through her voice .

"I wanted to help Chanyeol . That dumb head left me with lie . He wanted me to be safe . His dad was pushing him to the edge . I thought if I renovate myself as a strong one , I would be able to save him and his dad will allow me to see him ." That what I thought at first but that one sign in contract paper perished my dreams into ashes .

"Did it make you happy ? I want to know what you actually feel ," She is oddly calm and kept her smile stable . She is looking like that water godess we read in story books , who only wants the pure truth .