Not your damsel- Eremika

Realizations

***Eren's backstory POV***

It was the day I was looking forward to the most. Sure, I had chores but I also had my friends, and today my mom promised we could have a sleep over. I turn 10 after today, so this was what my mom said I could do. My father was out of town on a work trip and had a surprise for me when he gets home. I pick up fire wood and drop it off at the house. I go outside to play with Armin but I couldn't find him. I started to hear gun shots and ran. Cars swarmed around the streets while police cares went to the place. I go to my house only to see guys around my mom. "MOM!" I yell running to help her. I tried to get to her but I couldn't, "Be happy Eren, live a good life. Find love. I LOVE YO-" her words are cut off by a shot to her head. I feel a shiver go through my body. The guys there got ready, pointing their guns at me. I stood there astonished, we are not in the world. We are in hell. We have been all along. It didn't become hell. A police officer runs through and picks me up and runs away. I watch as the kick my mom's body beyond reconition and leave with some of her possessions. I watch her. That wasn't my mom. There is no way she could be dead. Not her, please. I can feel tears stream down my face in a steady stream. I watch as everything grows smaller as he runs away. Everyone running, when we should have stayed. 

A/n so I'm actually really sorry. I have not had any time to do any writing and this is just plain out sad how little I wrote. I just wanted to at least post. I think I should post Monday or Tuesday but I have been really busy already with school work and hw. So I do apoligize, I did say I would do better for this chapter and what not but my life is pretty busy. As well as I got to the part in season 4 (Spoiler) where Eren says he hates her. Tbh that is just really unmotovating to write about a ship you watched sink. But I am still gonna keep writing. I just need time.