Not your damsel- Eremika

Mistakes

a/n hey sorry for the late update, i kinda fixed my pc. Also ya girl is going through a heart break rn and im feeling mean...rip...dont worrryyyyy. Maybe you should worry... ok lets start 

Eren POV: 

It's been a while sense we started dating. My mood and happiness has began to depend on her. Sometimes I worry about making mistakes. I worry about it a lot, but because of her i've forgotten about it. No one knows at school yet though. I sometimes wonder why she doesn't want people to know, but I am sure she has her reasons. That's just the problem. All of this seemed great, then one day without knowing she left me. I went to school just like normal, not knowing she had broken up with me, then found the second she avoided me. I went to text her and I was blocked. What did I do? Why do I care about her after she did something like that? was it simply because I was just another downgrade from everyone else, or is it because I'm this stupid type of person? I don't understand. Was it all just a game to her? I didn't want to be that person that drags someone down with guilt who will kill themselves over a break up. I don't want to bother her with every little one of my questions, so instead I blow it off at school and just make jokes. Even though they just avoid me. I go home it my apartment every night. It doesn't smell like her anymore or have her home touch. Instead it is empty and filled with the smell of coffee and popcorn. I go back and forth between hating her and giving her doubt. I tell myself it was for mental health, but really I don't know what it is. Everytime her gray eyes meet mine,... I still feel that spark from that day.

A/n, sorry for not updating in forever...ive been going through some tuff crap. People suck. However after final exams and assignments from last quarter I got my 4.0 gpa. Anywasys sorry for not updating in forever. Ill try and do better, and have a great day :p