Mikasa POV:
My whole night was dread and sadness. I couldn't even help him, I don't even know what is going on. I wake up with tissues surrounding me and hair in my mouth. My eyes are still puffy and red and I can feel it. I wake in the the bathroom 'I look like I got high.' I think to myself while splashing cool water on my face. I walk over to the couch and sit down still thinking about it. It is currently about 4 in the morning but I just can't sleep. 2 nights in a row of not sleeping. One night filled with flustered dreams and another filled with confusion and sadness. Why am I even so attached to him? Why is it such a big deal? 'Because I love him.' the thought intrudes into my mind. I can feel myself want to push it away but I don't. I do. I can't help it. My eyes close and open, until I hear something. A loud bang is fallowed by other things falling and going everywhere. 'Eren!' without thinking I rush to his apartment. The door is locked so I bang on it. I get in and as soon as I do I just realize what I did. His eyes stab me as I see crimson lines on his arms. I can feel adreaniline in my blood, overpowering all of my senses. I tear paper towel from the kitchen and wrap it around. It isn't enough. I yank my hoodie off and keep it wrapped. The blood keeps coming. He just sits there zoned out, looking at the wall. I pick him up, he is taller than me but I still manage. I can feel tears rolling down my face as I try and figure out what to do. "Eren! WHY EREN?" I scream at him. My heart is racing. A receptionist comes up and looks through the wide open door. Her eyes widen and she reaches for a phone.
My eyes go black. Everything is a blur.
*Time skip*
I don't remember much. It was all a blur, everything in my mind just told me to fight. I look at him, he is sleeping. His arms are wrapped. I still look like I've been high though. I have a grey sports bra and sweat pants. 'How nice.' I think to myself sarcastically. The rest of the day is spent waiting. Waiting for him to be ok. I can feel my eyes become heavy as the world gets quiet and dark.
A/n so sorry this is a short chapter but I did come up with an idea. I think I will start doing around 400 to 500 word chapters only so that why I can update a little more and it wont be so hard with my schedule. If you would rather wait for longer chapters let me know either way. Thanks for reading! :3
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Not your damsel- Eremika
Fanfiction*Don't own any art shown* A story about how these 'friends' became more than friends...would that make them best friends? who knows
