Emotion's, feeling emotional today due my sadness and heartbreak; I feel like I'm dying in a way.
Motions, going through slow motion, I fall to my knees as everything around me falls apart as I cried.
Off I run through the fields and meadows of green grass full of flowers, but they don't catch my attention, I just kept running.
Today is a rainy day, even if it's sunny or not, I feel like I need to escape the world for a while, to be free.
I love life, but I also hate it; I have emotional scars, but they won't define me of who I'm meant to be.
On the day my parents divorced, I was left to wonders of what came next; I was sad, starved, and terrified by abuse from the people around me.
Nothing can make me forget about it; but I know I can be free if I forgive and let go of the people who hurt me in my life in the past.
Sometimes it's best to accept what is, moving on with my life to be free from heartbreak and agony.
Scarred, scarred for life; but it'll get better in time, it's a temporary heartbreak and I believe I can move passed it if I tried harder, hard enough to push through it.
Cared for myself and I'm not looking back; it's my time to shine and cope with my daily life, it's time to take back my life and care for myself now.
After all your abuse, whenever you get drunk, you're the one who left me; you left me as a child, but the past made me stronger, made me who I am today and I wouldn't trade it for anything else!
Right thing to do is to forgive and let go of everything you did to me and be free with myself and karma's finally hit you, and you can't take back everything you did, so it's your turn to feel sad for losing me and my brother; you're pain makes you realize you messed up and that you've lost us forever, we don't care about you anymore because we moved on with our lives to live the way we wanted to and we're not coming back to you because you hurt me; you hurt every part of me and you wouldn't care if I died in the streets when you left me out in the rain on a cold fall day when I saw my stuff out on the porch I realized I never belonged with you in the first place, you never cared about me and you never will.....but I'm free now I plan on keeping it that way...so this is your karma...and you deserve every bit of it, because I deserved better...
