I fell for One Direction

Chapter 33:

Mixtli's P.O.V-

A few more days just passed and now we only have like five days to be with each other until we separate.
These past months had went by really fast. Maybe a little too fast. This is starting to break my heart.

On the other hand, Zayn is taking my heart. Why?! I fell for One Direction at first and now its just Zayn! I understand why I didn't choose Liam. He loves someone else and I am happy for him.

I hope he actually tells her. If he doesn't, I don't know what I'll do to that boy.

These thoughts ran through my mind for a few seconds until someone interupted them.

'Mixtli?"

I turned and saw that I was in a room with Harry all by ourselves.

"What?" I was very confused.

"Are you ok? You seem a bit you know... out of place." He held my hand.

I looked around the room. It took me some time to find out what I was doing. Now I remember what I was doing here. I was going to tell Harry something.

"So, what were you gonna say about Zayn? You stopped when you were gonna say what you thought about him." He sat up straight and smiled.

I tried to process what I was saying to Harry. My mind went blank for a second until my words popped up.

"Ok so, before I begin, I don't want this to affect you or anyone else but I think.... I think.." I studdered. The words didn't want to come out of my mouth.

Harry lifted my head and now I was looking him in the eyes.

"You think what?"

"I think I'm in love with Zayn." I whispered. I was afraid of Harry's reaction so I closed my eyes.

"Really? I would have never thought that." he said sarcasticly. Damn you Harry.

"So you know!" I jumped. Harry chuckled and nodded.

"It is totally obvious. The way you look at him, the way you are always there for him. The way you kissed him at your party. I'm actually pretty happy for the guy." He smiled. So Harry isn't mad?

"So do the other lads know?" I asked nervously.

"I know Zayn doesn't know sh*t. Liam told he you were the one to tell him first. Niall kind of cooled down and I think Louis is trying to make Zayn jealous." He sighed.

"Why is Louis making Zayn jealous?" I looked at Harry in the eyes.

"Louis was always trying to make Zayn jealous. That is why he makes fun of him and smiles at you most of the time. Louis loves you as a sister. He likes making Zayn mad." Harry smiled.

I couldn't help but blush. Wow, so everyone knows I love Zayn and Zayn loves me. Huh.
Except for Zayn.

Wow, life has to be hard. First I was abused by my mother, then I was bullied by five guys, later Liam starts to die slowly, and now Zayn is taking my heart. Ughh! These boys have the effects on me. No wonder a million girls love them. They are charming, talented, funny boys.

"So, are you gonna tell him?" Harry jumped lightly on the bed.

"Tell him what?" Ugh, I'm acting so stupid right now.

"That you know you.." he stopped and made these hand gestures.

I took some time to think what I was gonna say. Its Harry for gods sake.

"I don't know. I want to but I always back down when I have the chance to do so. Maybe I'm too nervous to do it." I looked at the ground. Harry and Liam were the ones I told everything to.

"Maybe your not ready. Love takes time. Don't rush it." Harry lifted my head and smiled. Maybe he was right. I'm not ready to tell Zayn.

I leaned in and hugged Harry.

"Take time to think about it. Zayn is a lucky lad." He separated from the hug and looked me in the eyes. Harry is right.

He got up and left the room leaving me to think about everything he said.

I walked out the room a couple of minutes later and found myself in front of Niall's room. Should I tell him? Before I answered my own question, I knocked on his door. My heart was pounding really quickly. Why am I feeling like this?

Its just Niall that I'm going to talk to. Nothing is gonna happen.

Right?

End of chapter! I'm soo excited on my new story Him. If you haven't checked it out, go to my profile and check my works. It must be there.

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~mixtlimalik12