Feeling The Wind

15.

"I've made new friends in my class. Jaeri, Jungkook and Beomseok" I said exitably sitting on one leg raised and the other one hanging.

"That's really great" Jimin sounded happy too

"Yea...they are pretty nice. Dont have the 'Iam rich' vibe" Jimin giggled at that

"So what about that picnic? Is it a yes?"

"Oh that...I totally forgot about it. I didnt mention it to Chanyeol hyung. Will do"

A silence befell between us. Although it wasnt an awkward one as before, it was nice. I enjoyed his presence more than anything now, he is calm, nothing about Jimin is alarming. Being in his presence is always so relaxing. I dont know if he felt the same.

"Taehyung? Tae?"

"Huh? What did you say?"

He chuckled at my response"Nothing...what were you thinking?"

"Me...its just...something" I bit my lip, not knowing what to say

It wasnt like I had a crush on him or something, he was just so special thats it. However talking to him always made me so happy and at ease.

"I know there's something. I asked what is that something?"

I liked teasing him. For me, a loner, all these years spend by myself it was so relieving to have someone. I didnt know I would ever stumble upon someone like him. On addition not a human. Thinking about this is just so funny. How I made a friend, a story no one's gonna believe. Shaking my head I shrugged to him as an answer.

"Hm...what? You were thinking about me. Right?"

"Wha-a-t? Haha...sure" I scoffed, it was hard to hide my crawling redness of my face for being caught red handed.

"Whatever"

I chuckled at that. He was cute- what noo!! He was just a nice guy. Understanding and friendly. It's nice to have someone that care for you.

The setting sun made a beautiful scenery. Taehyung sitting at the edge, watching the scenery unfold infront of him, enjoying the presence of someone. His life is becoming colourful, he thinks. Its becoming less lonely. Started loving and enjoying his once loathed life. Like a setting sun, though its ending but still gives us a beautiful memorable scenery, his life once he thought was nothing now makes him want to live.

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Taehyung changed his seating arrangement. Now sitting between Jaeri and Beomseok, he started making conversations instead burying his head. It was a gain for someone. He now dont have to struggle to keep looking, now Taehyung was somewhat near him.

Though Taehyung talks and plays with Jaeri and Beomseok, he never initiated a conversation with Jungkook, who was more than thankful for not doing it. That failed thanking day was the last day they started and ended a conversation. He could talk back to anyone, punch anyone, but to confront Taehyung was like swallowing a mountain.

Taehyung smiles at him whenever they made eye contact. That was enough for Jungkook to die at peace. Everyday, waking at the thought of seeing that smile of his. You can say, Jungkook is so whipped for this boy.

"Hey Jungkook, you up for a movie this weekend?" Beomsek asked

"Oh no...this weekend? I cant...I've other plans" Taehyung said instead, pouting

"Thats okay. We can make it another time then" Jungkook said smiling

"No thats okay...you guys have fun" 

"No...I want all of us" Jaeri insisted

They all smiled and nodded to her. Now they formed a group of four. Their history discussion group transformed into friends group. They were all glad to have each other. Taehyung need not to bury his head, Jungkook no longer feels alone at last bench, Jaeri and Beomseok now have cool friends. Not alone at home, not alone at school. Taehyung started loving his life.

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Weekend was near. His father agreed to him going with Chanyeol to wherever they were going. And as excited Taehyung was jumping in his room. He's free to hang out with his friends, even though Chanyeol hyung should come but he doesnt care. He's the youngest one in the group so an addition of another hyung wont count.

Its been so long that Taehyung went out with his friends, even though he was happy about it he was sad for letting his class friends down. He dont even know what will his father say when he ask about going out for a movie. But he kept that thought at the back of his mind and concentrated on the present one.

Taehyung had already mentioned of him bringing Chanyeol hyung to his hyungs and they were happy about it. More the people the better. He didnt tell them about Chanyeol hyung being his manager though, dont want to get embarrased for bringing a manager to a friends hang out. They dont know anything about his father being an arrogant strict one, and he's not gonna tell them. So its better Chanyeol hyung being his cousin as Jimin suggested.

They left the Kim mansion early in the morning. Overly delighted Taehyung smiles so wide, rolling the windows down, he enjoyed being outside. Chanyeol was also so happy to see him smiling so delighted. They planned to meet at one place and all of them would leave in Seojoon's van. Even though it was a one day trip, Taehyung wasnt bothered to the slightest.

The wind through the rolled down window caressed him, and he immeadiately remembered that day with Jimin. He sighed to the heavy feeling of not able to see him even if its for one day, he'll miss him. Talking to Jimin was a habit now. Everyday, pouring his heart out. Laughing and enjoying. Being care free with someone was all he wished all these years and his wish had been granted. Nothing more he'll need in his life. He already told Jimin that no need of visiting him today because he's going for that lake side trip.

"Jimin-ah, I wont be coming here this weekend" Taehyung sounded heavy

"Its okay...one day right...I can manage" . I was happy for him on the contrary I was sad I couldnt go with him, not being able to see him enjoying.

"I'll miss you" Taehyung said in a small voice

I pretend to not hear it. He'll miss me and I'll miss him too. But I cant be there for him for too long. Giving him all the hope of a forever which is impossible, is only gonna hurt him.

"Taehyung-ah...enjoy yourself to the fullest. Tell me everything in detail okay"

He sounded so happy. Why is it just me who was sad of not able to see him? Is it just me who's gonna miss him? He didnt even care to tell me that he'll miss me too, I hope he didnt hear it.

I nodded and smiled. Im not gonna show him how hurt I was to leave him.

      
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