17/05/29.
That was the date my funeral was set for.
You know, it didn't really 'hurt' dying. It was just weird, first of all the car just spun in a circle, i didn't really have time to think about what was actually happening and if i was going to die.
When i was unconscious, my brain was still working. I was thinking, and just moments before i passed i heard my wife whisper in my ear, i couldn't quite work out what she was saying because there was a loud ringing in my ears but the last thing i heard was faint sirens in the background of my thought, getting quieter and quieter then everything just suddenly stopped.
It was like an out of body experience, it felt as if i was wriggling and you know when you're about to fall asleep and you randomly fall, well it felt like that but just... going up? its hard to explain but it didn't hurt i just jumped and saw loads of paramedics over my body doing CPR and more paramedics trying to get my wife away and check her out too, she was in hysterics, crying, screaming, every sad and angry emotion you can think of. It was heartbreaking.
10 days later...
***WIFES PERSPECTIVE NOW***
Here I am. Laying in bed. I couldn't sleep a wink last night, usually my husband is laying right next to me slowly waking up and cuddling me...
Now theres a cold empty space lying next to me with an evil smirk on its face.
I wanted to lay in bed all day and cry but just then my phone started ringing, i wiped the tears from my eyes and answered the phone. "Hello? hello?" i said sleepily.
"Oh hiya! is this Mrs Esme Harrods?"
I thought to myself "Mrs Esme Harrods..."
I teared up again but quickly brushed it off.
"Yes that's me, what do you need?"
"Ah finally, we wanted to set the funeral up for your husband, we thought you could choose the date and time but we've already got the funeral decorations set up for you seeing as this must be really hard, all you need to do after that if invite your desired guests. Thank you for answering our call Mrs Esme Harrods, have a good day and goodbye!"
I have already thought about the date and I think that it's going to be 17/05/29...
Our anniversary date </3
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RomansaI died in a car accident, with my wife next to me begging for me to stay with her, just for a few precious minutes. But i couldnt. It felt as if a part of me was being ripped into two as my soul departed from my lifeless body. In the afterlife i ha...
