love on ice

iwazumi

A/N  hey guys i'm back to posting aging. i know it's been a while but im back and better than ever with that being said lets get back to the story. ps this chapter is going to help line up the future chapters.  - J ❤️

~ iwazumi's Pov~

         it's been a couple of months since i been put in the metal hospital. I heard ushijima and oikawa are dating. oikawa has visited me once since i've been put in here. they say i have a god complex. I don't think i have one but the doctor knows best. i've gotten better acording to them and their fancy charts. i'm still jealous of the fact oikawa moved on so fast. I want him back. 

 ~2 years later~

       i've been relased from the mental hospital. i still want oikawa back. i deserve him. but he's engaged with with ushijima. I hate ushijima so much. He stole oikawa from me. But what can I do right? He's happy and I should let him stay happy? Yeah I should. plus i think I'm asexual. I still go to therapy to get over this crazy obsession I have on oikawa. It's getting better.

Speaking of which I've actually talked to oikawa. Though ushijima was there. I apologized. Obviously he didn't forgive at first. He just looked at me and said he doesn't know how he feels about it. He said he can try to forgive me but it'll take time.

We're all doing something with our lives now. Me I started boxing. It's actually pretty good for me I'm close to opening my own gym. Oikawa counties to ice skating and is now famous for winning nationals. Ushijima countied hockey. Kenma's owns his own gaming business. Kageyama countied volley ball. Tendou owns his own chocolate shop. Makki and mattsum are dating and in college right now.

I can proudly say that I'm doing better. And that I regret what I did in highschool. It wasn't the brightest time for anyone.  But what can I say? I was jealous.  But everything that happened led to making everyone stronger even me.

And I probably shouldn't reminisce about the past since all that matters in the future. But I think reminiscing about the past is healthy. So you don't make the same mistakes and so you know how you got to where you are now. And right now I'm living. Better that I ever have in the span of my lifetime.

And I do it everyday. Even now as I'm standing on this clif looking over the city. And whatching the sunset. It brings peace to my soul to see the progress I made. And for oikawa to. He's not the weak person I meet back in highschool. He never was weak now that I look at it. He's gotten stronger. And I've gotten wiser.

And as time passes on I'll get wiser and he'll get stronger. Huh. I don't think I really want oikawa. I think I like the idea of him. Now that I look back on I've always like the idea of him. Heh. It sucks ittook me so long to find out. Maybe I could of stopped what happen and he could of been happier. But there no point in thinking about it now.

Speaking of oikawa I'm late for our lunch date.

~ no one's pov~

So as iwazumi walks to his lunch date with oikawa he keeps thinking. Only doing himself the favor of slowly letting go of that obsession of oikawa. Only think of him as a friend he lost to his own stupidity.

And he countied to walk the road of life growing as a person. Growing as a friend. Growing from jealousy.