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Home

After they left I decided I should probably get home. I got off the swing and started walking. I reached the door and I took a deep breath. I had second thoughts about going home because I knew she would want to hit me. I walked in the door thank goodness she was asleep. I went to my room to she if she went in there. If she would of went in there then she would of messed up my clean room. There was no sign of her. I decided to take a shower and pick out something nice to wear since I was going to be hanging out with those girls tomorrow. I still know weather to be excited or worried. I think I am both because I'm excited that I will get to know them but I am worried that they won't like me. I wonder if I should be my self? I heard a knock on my door.
" are you going to eat tonight" my mother asked
" do you want me to make dinner" I asked "what do you want me to make?"o
"Surprise me" she said sarcastically. She is being really nice to me. I decided to make something quick and easy. I made hamburger helper. I did t really like that stuff but I ate it anyways. After I ate, I took a shower and I but on my pajamas. I layed down but I couldn't seem to sleep. I had so many things on my mind. I just laid there waiting for the night to be over but it went by so slow. Sometimes it feels like things aren't right and they should just stop.