Mon Soleil

"The First Day Of Loneliness"

It is a day in his unit.

No Jay and Simon.

Only him and these four corners of his walls.

The silence is impairing his ears.

No good morning kisses to Simon.

Now he eats alone.

Lahat nang gagawin nya ngayon ay para sa sarili nya lamang.

Para syang naninibago sa set-up na ito.

Para syang mababaliw on how fast things could change.

Habang nag mumuni muni lang sya sa kanyang unit ay bigla syang napaiyak.

It's maybe because he misses them both.

He wants to see Simon and Jay.

Na attach na talaga sya sa bata.

You can clearly hear his muffled cries.

Trying to calm his self.

While Jay on the other hand.

Is keeping Simon's tantrums in check.

Simon's crying because he wants to see his Kuya Sun.

He badly wanna see his Kuya Sun.

Ang ginawa lang ni Jay ay pagsabihan ang bata na babalik ang kanyang Kuya Sun at mayroon lang sakit.

After hearing that, Simon calms down.

Si Jay na ang nagmamanage lahat ng gawain sa unit nya.

He even thinks how exhausting this could be to Sunoo doing this everyday.

Hindi nya itatangi na na miss nya si Sunoo.

But what can he do if gusto ni Sunoo lumayo sa kanya.

He don't want to lie but he's attracted to Sunoo.

He just never sorted his feelings onto what is real.

Jay's really sorry how he played with Sunoo's feelings.

Over the time, nag aadjust na naman si Sunoo pero may times parin na umiiyak sya.

Pero atleast he's getting better.

He's getting a lot better accepting that these feelings is going away.

Palagi nya lang hinahangad na mawala na ang feelings nya at maka move on na sya.

Every step of the way. Nandoon ang friends na si Niki and Jungwon.

They frequently visits Sunoo's unit to comfort him.

Dinadala nila si Sunoo to get out and have some fresh air instead mag mukmuk sa unit nya.

Nakaka depress lang yun kung mag mukmuk sa isang lugar.

Masusuffocate lang kapag mag stay sya sa isang place.

Hindi sya makaka apak kapag hindi sya babangon at kumilos.

He'll never moved on if patuloy lang syang mag iisip sa past.

Kaya dinecide nila Niki and Jungwon na tulungan ang kaibigan.

Pumunta sila sa ibat-ibang lugar para mag unwind.

Kumain sila ng kumain.

Over the past weeks, naging masaya si Sunoo.

Nakalimotan nya yung feelings nya kay Jay.