Pag ako pumayat humanda kayo!(on going)

****22nd Plate

Chapter 20

OMG OMG!!!

Agad akong tumayo and run palabas ng kwarto nya. What did I just do!!! Wth!!!

Binuksan ko yung kwarto ko and agad na humiga

Ughh this is the worst! Played right into his game! I kissed him back!!

Shiitt

Shiiiiittt

Shit!!!

Nag talukbong ako and hugged the pillow. What have you done?! Dala ba to ng alak?!

But im not drunk! I cant use that as an excuse!!

Stupid stupid stupid stupid!'

*

"Why did you kiss me?! " inis na sabi ko kay Arvin.

"When i kissed you, did it remind you of him. Did you felt like binetray mo sya?" seryosong sabi ni Arvin.

I couldnt say anything. He was right i did felt that.

"This is why i know hinding hindi mo ko mamahalin Mia. Pero alam mo kung ano yung mas masakit? Kahit alam ko yun mahal parin kita. Yes you agreed na maging tayo. Pero in the end you are still preoccupied to loose weight. Cause of him."

"Hindi totoo yan! Im doing this for me!"

"Mia, you dont have to deny it, hindi ako si Lance, tell me anything, everything. Ill accept it all. Im your boyfriend now. And ill everything so that all your love for him will soon be all for me."

"I....Im not...doing it for him.." I bit my lip and napa yuko.

"I wont love you anyless Mia. Remember that."

*

I woke up remembering what Arvin told me.

What a weird dream.

Tumayo na ako and pumunta sa banyo para mag hilamos. Ughh nakalimutan kong mag tanggal ng make up! Bad for my skin! Tsk!

I took the mouth wash and use it para mag mumog. Nag ayos ako ng kaunti and lumabas na ng kwarto. Ughh I want to go home.

Pag labas na pag labas ko naman na kwarto ay nasa nakita ko si Lance sa Hallway na nag lalakad papuntang elevator.

Ughh why didnt i stay longer sa room ko?! Hes the last person I want to see right now!

I hope he doesnt remember!

I hope he doesnt remember!!!

Hindi ko sya pinansin and nag lakad ako papunta ng elevator, and ofcourse. Ofcourse! Sabay kami! Damn it! Kami lang talagang dalawa! Can anything be more awkward than this?!! Tumabi pa talaga sakin, wow seriously ang laki laki ng elevator tsk!

Umusog nalang ako ng kaunti palayo sakanya.

"Sumabay kana sakin, you have contract review and signing mamaya" sabat nya na patingin ako sa sinabi nya. Joke ba to? as if naman!

"H-hindi pa ako naliligo mamaya pa naman yun id rather just go there by myself"

"It will only take a few minutes, unlike you im very busy so dont waste my time."

I rolled my eyes, kala mo naman kung sinong big shot!

"Hindi ako comfortable kasama ka SIR. " I emphasize the 'sir' part talaga "Mamaya kung ano pang gawin mo sakin." bulaslas ko na agad kong pinag sisihan.