I love you, Goodbye

02. New beginning

"Madam, Sir William is on the phone po" My secretary Jenna told me while smiling, parang kilig na kilig. 

William is my fiance, it's been years pero he has been so patient with me. He never even interfered with my annulment, he knew I am having hard time with my ex husband, but I didn't hear any word from him about it. He respects me that much. I sometimes get frustrated dahil kung ano anong terms ang hinihingi ni Jacob, my ex, para lang pumirma sya. 

One time my attorney said he will only sign the annulment over dinner at his house. Ang kapal ng mukha.

That was my last attempt, until I met William, he owns his own business, I met him over my friend's party. He approached me first hanggang sa naging persistent nga sya sa panliligaw nya. I told him I am married but got cheated on so I am afraid to give it another try. But yes, he's different, he's like a walking sin, we can't get enough of each other. Until one night he brought up the marriage proposal. 

He's every woman's dream, single, rich, famous and a body to die for. He can get any woman he wants but he chose to be with me, separated and hopeless. 

I was so insecure about myself, who wouldn't, after being cheated by my bestfriend, I was never the same. I took care of my body more. Matangkad naman ako, match naman kami ni William, he's 6'1, I'm 5'8. He told me how beautiful I am, when he is having a bad day, how relieved he is once he saw me. He is my comfort. it's just that sometimes I got so insecure with the girls linked to him. We can't admit our relationship publicly dahil nga kasal pa din ako. 

"hey, how are you?" I answered his call smiling. 

"Never better, now that I'm talking to you love." Napangisi ako sa sagot nya. "I missed you so bad" 

Napanguso ako sa sinabi nya. "I missed you too love" 

"dinner?" he asked me. He's always like this. He always consider my opinion. 

"Sounds like a plan" 

"Finally, after days I'll see you again. I better prepare now. See you later. I love you." Sunod sunod nyang sabi, parang bata na excited. 

It's been 5 days since we last met. Since I am pursuing again the annulment, my ex threatened to file  adultery once he proved that I have a boyfriend. Can you imagine the hypocrisy of that fucking asshole. Sya tong may lakas ng loob na magsampa ng kaso samantalang nong sya ang ngloko, nanahimik ako. I ended it quietly, with grace. I never lost my control, but this motherfucker is testing my patience. 

I went to William's house, it's exclusive, so I know no one will see us here. I chose to spend dinner here since we are very careful not to be seen , or atleast seen sweet in public. We date outside the country para mas safe for me. 

I assured William I'm almost done with the annulment, I don't care how much I'll spend, I just want a new beginning with him. He wants to pay for the annulment, but I dont want him to interfere, mabilis magduda si Jacob. baka iyon pa ang idahilan nya para hindi pumirma. 

That night, like the other night we have, we made love passionately. It's like the first time but even sweeter everytime. Sa sobrang pagkamiss nya sa akin, we did it 5 times. Halos hindi ako makalakad kinabukasan.