He starts thinking. Thinking of things he tried to forget, leave behind, inevitable yet he foolishly continues to look away from his path, tries to stay oblivious to the consequences of his future. What he'd done, what they learned, what Mum found out.
What fate lies when he steps foot back at home, he is unaware. He does not want to find out but unfortunately, time is un-mutable. As much as he'd like to run away, leave, there's nowhere to go. Ben's stuck. In a loop of want, dissatisfaction, disappointment, and numbers.
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TBC