The New Carington Sibling - Dynasty

I hate myslef

Fallon's POV.

I dropped off Veronica home after the very weird conversation we had in the car about her being pregnant and then I went to work , yes today I did not have work , I just needed to drop off some papers there and then come back home. I dropped off the papers at my office then went in the car again. I realized that Veronica left the bag with her clothes in it inside the car , I mean who goes shopping and then forgets what they bought in the car ???? When I was home I went upstairs to Veronica's room to give her the clothes she forgot , and as usual I forget to knock and I just barged in. "Hey veronica you forgo-" before I could continue my scentence I heard crying.  It sounded like it was coming from the bedroom's bathroom. I leaned over the door and then I realized it was Veronica who was crying. Wich was crazy I mean Veronica , Crying ? No there is something wrong . I knock on the door "Veronica is everything ok ?" I ask .. but no answer. I was getting worried "Veronica ?" I ask again , this time she replies "I messed up Fallon". "What do you mean you messed up ?" I say still leaning on the door, but no answer. "Ok that's it I'm coming in" I walk in the bathroom to see Veronica sitting on the floor crouched up,  with mascara running down her face. "What happened?" I ask her and I was really worried. She hands me a pregnancy test . Could it be ? It cant be ? I look at the pregnancy test that was positive and then i look at Veronica again. " I dont want kids Fallon , I don't want kids and and I dont want to get rid of the baby it's not it's fault that it came to this world" she says to me "So you do have a heart after all" I say sarcastically hoping to will make her laugh but it didnt. I bend down to her and hug her rubbing gentle circles on her back , trying to make her feel better. "I dont think Adrien wants kids, we are not even engaged yet" she tells me while she was trying to catch her breath."Hey look if he doesnt want the baby then he doesnt want you , the baby is a part of you and him and if he truly loves you he will accept the baby." I tell her . Oh my god when did I become a life advisor and how the hell did those words come out my mouth? I guess when it comes to helping my sister I can do all kinds of stuff. Just seeing her broken down and crying hurts me. Wow never in my life did I Fallon Carington think I would say that. I was still rubbing circles her back.

"Okay come on get up , you dont want anyone to see that you are crying do you ?" I tell her while I pull her up "You know me too well" she smiles at me. I get makeup wipes from the cabinet of the bathroom and I remove the makeup on her face "I must look terrible" she tells me sarcastically "Never in my life did I think I will see you crying" i tell her "Never speak of it" she says and I just lagh. I continue to wipe the makeup off her face and then i put new makeup on her face. "Thanks" she says "Anytime" I reply. "You can say it" she tells me "Say what?" I tell her "You know what I'm talking about" she tells me"I told you soooo" I say.

Veronica's POV.

Fallon walks out after she has fixed my makeup knowing that I need some alone time. I wanted to walk downstairs but then I thought, what if they find out something is wrong because of my face expression, or how I'm talking and my eyes are swelled up red from crying ofcorce they would know I'm crying. I just stayed in my room for who knows how long , it felt like hours and hours.

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I hear someone open the door. "Veronica ?" He says . It was Adrien. "Why are you here by yourself ? What's wrong ?" He asks me but I don't reply . "What's wrong?" He asks again. "Nothing is wrong I am fine" I tell him. "I know something is wrong Veronica. Dont lie to me. You know you can tell me anything." He says while approaching me and sitting beside me. He looks into my eyes the asks "where you crying ?" "No" I reply trying to hide the truth. "Veronica really what is wrong ?" He asks and he sounds concerned. "I.....I am" I say but I couldn't continue the scentence. "You are what ?! You're scaring me " he screams at me. "I'm pregnant" I blurt out and he just stares at me in shock and then runs out of the room. I follow him running as fast as I can , everyone is sitting downstairs watching me running after him to outside "Adrien" I scream trying to catch my breath . I catch him on the entrance of the door by his shoulder. "Dont leave me" I tell him sounding so desperate. I've never ever sounded more desperate in my life and I dont like it. He pushes me off making me land on the floor and then he gets in his car and leaves . Everyone is staring at me with shock. Dad approaches me and gives me his hand pulling me up. "What happened ?" He asks me "Nothing" I tell him "Really nothing? Yea that is why you were chasing your boyfriend outside telling him not to leave you" he says "I dont want to talk about it" I said as I stormed back up to my room. I sit down on the floor thinking about what just happened , he left me ? I'm going to have a baby with no father ? He cant leave me , he is the only person I will ever love ,  I .... I let him in . I let him see the sweet side of me , I love him. Dad cant know that I'm pregnant he will kill me . I hate myself now. I hate myself.

You know what . I decided this was enough , it was really enough . I am going to tell Dad . I mean what is the worst that could happen , I just lose my dad forever because he hates me and get kicked out of the mansion . That is worst case scenario. Right? I say to myself trying to make myself feel better but it wasn't working.

I walk down the stairs slowly , as slow as I can. I walk up to Dad. "So you came to explain ?" He asks me and I nod my head . "What is it ?" He says "I'm pregnant Dad and Adrien doesnt want the baby." I say hesitantly trying to keep my tears from falling. He just stares at me for a while "Get rid of the baby" he tells me "No" I answer "I'm not killing the baby Dad" I continue. "So what you will risk the chance of never being married and living all alone raising the child?" He screams at me "Yes" I answer him "But I'm not getting rid of the baby" I tell him. He looks at me but I cant really read his expression. "Very well" he tells me and opens his hands giving me a hug. "Just know I will always be your father no matter what" he tells me. I was shocked "Are those words really coming out of your mouth" I say sarcastically "Yes" he replies. I just walk back to my room and sit on my bed. This time I was a bit less depressed knowing that Dad is not mad at me.

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Fallon's POV.

I've been worried about Veronica. Lately all she does is sit in her room. She just comes down to grab her food or drink and then goes back up to her room. It has been 5 days since she figured out she was pregnant and the son of a bitch Adrien left her. I mean he literally pushed her , went in his car and left never to be seen until the day. Speak of the devel ! Adrien just barged into the mansion ! He was heading upstairs. Me , Steven , and Dad noticed that he came in and tried to stop him but he was already in Veronica's room before we could do anything. "We need to talk" he tells her . "No you cant talk to her" I tell him "What now your big sister is defending you ?" He tells her. "Get out of the mansion " yells dad "Yea ex boyfriends are not welcomed here" I shout at him. And then we just start arguing "ENOUGH!" Veronica screams  making everone go quite. "One I can talk for myself and two he wants to talk to me , nothing is wrong with that so get out of my room and let us talk !" She yells and we get out of the room closing the door behind us leaving just the two of them in there.  We wait outside the door. "I thought you didnt like Veronica" I tell steven "She is still my sister" he replies.

Veronica's POV.

Steve , Fallon , and Dad walked out the room leaving Adrien and I to talk. "So what is it you want to talk about" I tell him "I dont want anything to do with the baby" he tells me "Oh , I didn't figure that out 5 days ago when you walked out on me after I told you the news" I tell him sarcastically "You wanted me just for the money , didnt you ?" I tell him "I let you in and you just hurt me and left me in the dust" I continue and he just stays quite "what" i scream at him knowing that the silence means that everything I said was true."I just dont want kids" he tells me "and you dont want to get rid of it" he continues "You know what, you dont deserve me or the baby,  you will never deserve me or the baby . I should've known better , I should've known you dont truly love me but I was too blind , too blind to see that you are an asshole" I scream at him and he raises his hand and slaps me on the face. I dont hesitate to raise my hand and slap him back even harder. "No one even likes you , you should've been grateful for living 2 years of your life with me" he tells me and then runs out of the room. His words kept running in head. "Is everything okay ? " I hear Fallon saying outside the door . I just lock the door so that she , Steven, and Dad can't go in. "Veronica come on let us in" Dad says but I don't unlock the door . I give my self a minute to think about how messed up my life is . I open the drawer beside my bed and pull out a gun . "No one likes me , I'm a useless person, I'm so selfish that I've never helped a person in my life. I got pregnant and now my boyfriend that was supposed to be my soon to be fiancee doesnt want me.  I hate my life and I hate my self , I hate my self so much." I shout "Hey dont say that" Fallon tells me from across the door "And we love you" Dad continues "You don't need your ex boyfriend,  he doesnt even deserve you" Steven adds ,but is wasnt helping. " I love you too but I dont want to live anymore" I scream and then fallon starts tapping harshly on the door "No no no Veronica. Open the door! " Fallon screams "I'm sorry , I'm sorry for all the harm I caused anyone ... I'm sorry that I live with you but you don't even like me Steven , I'm sorry that I'm part of your responsibility Dad , and Fallon thankyou for being a true sister" I say "Open the door !" Fallon screams again but this time louder but there was nothing to convince me .... I aimed the gun on my heart and shot my self . Everything went black .