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Jungwon 🍼

Enhypen have been working like crazy for their new album. They barely rested well the last two months, which meant Jungwon was trying his hardest not to slip in this time being. He didn't have time, if he wasn't training with the members, staff would call him for meetings, if he was in the dorm, it was to sleep only for four hours and repeat everything all over again.

He was frustrated and on edge, and the members started to notice that. Like now, they were having lunch, and Jungwon hadn't even touched his food, they only had fifteen more minutes to eat, so they were worried he would feel sick if he practiced on an empty stomach.

"Jungwon, aren't you gonna eat?" Heeseung asked, concerned.

"I'm not hungry..." the younger answered, looking at his hands as he lowered them to his lap, he sounded tired and upset, which only worried the others more.

"Are you okay?" Jay asked carefully, trying to look Jungwon in the eyes, but he was too focused on his fingers and picking his nails.

"Yeah, sure" he faked a small smile and quickly spared a glance at the others before looking down again.

Heeseung, who was sitting next to Jungwon, caressed his hair trying to comfort the younger a bit, and Jungwon sighed. He wanted to say that he wasn't fine, that he was tired, that he needed to slip, that he needed to rest. But he kept quiet.

Instead, he just closed his eyes and enjoyed the short moment, feeling slightly better with his hyung playing with his hair.

After they all finished eating, except Jungwon, they went to the recording studio, as they still had one song from the album to record.

They went one by one, having fun and cheering on each other, but Jungwon was curled up on the sofa they had in the studio. He looked tiny and something clicked inside Heeseung's mind as he watched the younger from the other side of the room.

When was the last time he slipped?

Heeseung sighed once he realized it's been a while and thought he was a terrible caregiver for not noticing before. He wanted to go there and talk to Jungwon, but as he was gonna take the first step, the producer said it was Jungwon's turn, so he made a mental note to talk to the younger later.

Jungwon couldn't concentrate, he knew he was missing some notes, got some of the lyrics wrong and now the producer was starting to get really pissed at him.

"Jungwon, come on, do it right at least once! Again, and this better be the last time" the man said angrily and all the members froze for a second.

Heeseung saw how Jungwon's eyes got teary and all he wanted to do was enter there with him and hug the younger, saying how hard he was working and that it was okay. He also saw how the other members glared at the producer, but they couldn't do anything, since they were new in the company, they didn't want to be in trouble for arguing with staff.

"Okay, sorry, I'll try harder" Jungwon said and took a deep breath.

He gave it his all, he didn't want the producer to be mad at him, so he got everything right, holding in his tears and trying to make his voice stable.

"It's not great, but at least better than before. We are done here" the man said and saved their work on the computer.

"Thank you" the boys said and bowed before the man angrily left the room.

They were in silence for a few seconds before they heard a soft sob. Everyone looked back at the leader and saw the tears falling from his eyes. Jungwon covered his face with his hands, trying to hide from the others.

"Hey, Wonie, it's okay" Heeseung walked to him and hugged him. His hands were drawing soothing circles on the younger's back.

"N-no... I... d-don't..." Jungwon hugged even tighter, he felt like he was gonna explode, he felt like screaming, breaking something. His chest felt tight, but not the lack of oxygen feeling from a panic attack, it was different, like there was a big amount of energy inside his chest that needed to be let out.

"Shh, baby, calm down" the oldest said calmly in hopes of relaxing the boy.

"I-it's t-t-too much!!" Jungwon was sobbing nonstop, the others were worried he'd get sick.

"What is?"

"EVERYTHING" Jungwon screamed and pushed Heeseung away. It wasn't on purpose though, it was almost like a reflex "I-I'm sorry..." after this explosion he felt slightly better and started to breathe deeply, his sobs reduced to little sniffles.

"It's okay, Wonie, do you feel any better?" Heeseung got closer again, but slowly, in case the boy still wanted space.

Jungwon nodded and his lips formed a cute little pout, he slipped, so he looked at the oldest and made grabby hands at him.

"Dada..." the little whined a bit and soon was picked up by his caregiver.

"I'm here, little one, I'm here" Heeseung said and felt Jungwon lay his head on his shoulder, playing with the strings of his hoodie.

"Do you wanna go home, Wonie? We can all play with you!" Sunghoon said and there was a visible change in the little's mood.

It was rare for all of them to play with him, so of course he got happy with the idea, and the others couldn't say no to his precious smile.

They left the building, Jungwon clinging to Jake's arm, since he had to walk so he wouldn't raise suspicions. In the car, Sunoo decided to play I Spy with the little to keep him entertained, and it was the cutest thing ever. One time, when it was Sunoo's turn, he thought about the perfect one.

"I spy something cute, other than us, baby, of course, we all know we are the cutest" Sunoo said with a sheepish smile and the little giggled loudly.

He looked around the van with his finger on his lips, you know, that "thinking" face, which made all of them coo. When he finally found an answer, he gasped cutely and pointed at Niki.

"Kitty! Kitty cute!" That made everyone, especially the younger, smile. He will never forget the first time the little called him that, he explained in the sweetest way possible.

"Cause fans wike 'ou and say 'ou kitty, and I wike 'ou too, so Wonie caww 'ou kitty!"

When they got to the dorm, they quickly rushed out of the car and followed the excited little inside. Once they entered, he ran to his room to get his favorite stuffie, a bunny he called Minnie, and his blankie, taking them to the living room with him.

"Let pway!" Jungwon said and everyone went into the living room as well.

They played for a while, paw patrol in the background, and Jungwon was so happy. He giggled uncontrollably, which made the other's hearts melt. Seeing the leader so upset the last few months was horrible, so they were glad he was able to relax and enjoy being the cute little baby he is.

It was nearing the end of the day, so after they ate dinner, Heeseung saw how Jungwon was fighting to keep his eyes open.

"Are you tired, baby?" He asked the little who was sitting next to him.

Jungwon nodded and rubbed his eyes a bit. Heeseung gently took his hands away and put him on his hip, turning so they were looking at the others.

"Say goodnight to them"

"Ni ni, Wonie wubs 'ou"

"Goodnight, angel, sweet dreams. We love you too, soooo much" Jake says lightly tickling the boy in the last part, which brought cute tired giggles from the boy.

Heeseung brought him to their room, not forgetting to pick Minnie and the blankie from the sofa, and they both laid down. The oldest saw the little hug his two comfort items and bring a piece of his blankie up to his face, and Heeseung almost died of cuteness.

"Dada, sing to Wonie? Pwease" Jungwon said barely above a whisper and the older started to softly pet his hair, knowing the little loved when he did that before falling asleep.

Heeseung sang some sweet lullaby his mother sang to him when he was a kid, and in no time Jungwon was sleeping peacefully and Heeseung followed soon after.

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Sorry I disappeared for a month, I wrote a few chapters already but i'm not convinced and I think they're really bad, but I'll post some of them. If you have any requests you can write them here and I'll star writing as soon as possible :)