this book is for 18+ only ❥
beomgyu is just nothing for yeonjun.
he will never have a place in yeonjun's heart.
because they are just friends...
friends with benefits.
and yeonjun hasn't moved on from his ex girlfriend yet.
but even so, beomgyu stil...
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yeonjun was inside of his room. they just finished their performance when he saw the post of his ex-girlfriend with a guy. they look so very happy as they hug and smile to each other.
and that’s when he started throwing stuff in his room.
his members heard his shouting and the loud thuds coming from his room.
“soobin hyung, yeonjun hyung is so scary.” hueningkai whispered to soobin.
they are in front of yeonjun’s bedroom door. listening to the shout and noise coming from it.
“what happened to him?” taehyun asked, tired from their performance from earlier.
they are all tired because of their comeback. they want to rest but yeonjun is too distracting.
“i don’t know.” soobin replied to taehyun. hueningkai looked at beomgyu.
“how about you beomgyu hyung, do you know what happened?” the youngest asked beomgyu.
“i wish i know, but no.”
“maybe because he always listens to emo rock songs, and the lyrics are very depressing.” hueningkai commented.
“okay, okay, that’s enough. go to your rooms. i’ll take care of yeonjun hyung.” beomgyu said to them.
“i know where it’s going. the ending is he’s going to fuck you again, hyung.” said taehyun, he winced as he imagined beomgyu and yeonjun having sex in front of him.
beomgyu blushed, he looked down at the floor. “no! go away otherwise, i’m not stopping yeonjun hyung from shouting and throwing stuffs.”
“fine, just don't be loud.”
the three left, returned to their rooms. beomgyu tried to twist the doorknob, and as he expected, it wasn’t locked.
“yeonjun hyung?”
he saw yeonjun sitting on the floor while leaning his back on his bed. there was a bottle of vodka beside him.
“yeonjun hyung… what happened?”
yeonjun laughed like crazy as he threw his head backwards. he stared at beomgyu, smiling.
“she moved on.” pointing at beomgyu while smiling. “gyu, she finally moved on!”
he bit the bottom of his lip and his tears dripped from his eyes. he looks so miserable. beomgyu gets hurt every time he sees the older look so broken and fragile.
“i thought, i’ll just give her a little time to think. to think for our relationship, then she’ll come back to me but no. she’s happy now with her new man gyu! and me? she left me suffering alone!”
“oh, hyung. i’m sorry to hear that. but isn’t it better if you move on too?”
“you don’t understand, gyu. you haven’t been in love with someone yet. you know nothing about love.”
beomgyu wants to laugh and cry. if yeonjun only knew that beomgyu has been hiding his undying love for him for years.
“i’m in love, hyung.”
“i guess the person you love, can’t love you back. am i right, gyu?”
“hmm that’s right.” beomgyu whispered, he kept himself from crying.
“dumb people fall in love, while smart people know they need oxygen to breathe and love is just a big illusion. so just stop gyu, don’t be stupid. love is it’s like a drug, it’s addictive. when you take it too much, it can destroy you. so just stop, while it's not too late.”
yeonjun watched as a crystalline tear fell from beomgyu’s eyes. beomgyu is beautiful even though he is crying. the way he cries is one of yeonjun's favorites. yeonjun smiled at the sight of the younger crying.
‘how beautiful.’
“come here, sit down.” yeonjun tapped his lap.
beomgyu was a little hesitant to sit on yeonjun’s lap, but he still sat because he didn’t want the older one to get mad at him.
yeonjun started kissing beomgyu’s neck, the younger tilted his head so that yeonjun could kiss his neck properly.
“darling,” he whispered against the younger’s neck.
“y-yes hyung?”
“can i?”
“can you what, hyung?”
“can i fuck you? i need you now darling.”
“okay, just for you hyung."”
yeonjun fucks beomgyu against the wall. beomgyu’s hands were hanging above his head with the red rope and his legs were wrapped around yeonjun’s waist.
yeonjun pounding on him aggressively and mercilessly. there is a piece of clothe inside beomgyu's mouth so he can’t let out a moan. he was crying mess, unable to speak.
as always yeonjun fucks him well. yeonjun fucks him in a weird way but it just makes beomgyu even more excited. yeonjun fucks him until he can think of nothing but the pleasure he feels.
beomgyu doesn’t care how many times yeonjun uses him. because this is the only way he knows that yeonjun will be able to forget his ex-girlfriend even for a brief moment.
beomgyu’s heart was taken by yeonjun, and broken by him. he don’t mind if in the next day its pieces are scattered on the floor because of yeonjun.
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i said i will update on saturday :D
but yes i will still update on saturday xD thanks for reading!~♡
