this book is for 18+ only ❥
beomgyu is just nothing for yeonjun.
he will never have a place in yeonjun's heart.
because they are just friends...
friends with benefits.
and yeonjun hasn't moved on from his ex girlfriend yet.
but even so, beomgyu stil...
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yeonjun and beomgyu are in the living room, cuddling on the sofa while watching a movie. their members left to go to the mall to buy something. they are the only ones in their dorm now.
“darling,” yeonjun called to the younger, beomgyu turned to him.
“yes hyung?” he asked in a tiny voice.
“you look sad and broken.” said yeonjun to him, looking straight into his eyes with a blank expression.
“i don’t know hyung.” beomgyu smiled forcefully at the older. “why? do i look sad and broken in your eyes?”
“i also do not know.” yeonjun focused his attention on the movie.
beomgyu sighed, his head leaning against the older’s chest. he turned his eyes to the movie. they both witnessed the two characters kissing in the movie.
beomgyu pouts, circling his index finger on yeonjun’s chest. while watching the two characters making out in the movie beomgyu thought of asking yeonjun a question.
“hyung,”
“hmm?”
“have you ever considered moving on from her and finding a new relationship?” beomgyu asked slowly using his tiny voice. he wanted to slap himself, regretting asking the older.
“what? of course not. it’s useless if it’s not her.”
beomgyu’s eyes were getting watery, he was jealous.
‘why her? why it has always to be her? why not me? why can’t you see me?’
“you broke up, she left you. why can’t you just move on hyung? why she is the only one you always have to love?” beomgyu’s voice sounded desparate and bitter. he parted from yeonjun’s body.
“because she’s the fucking only one i love! she’s the fucking only one i need and fucking no one else!”
“but she left you hyung! why don’t you just wake up?!”
“you have no fucking right to interfere in my life! who the fuck are you to interfere in my life huh?!”
yeonjun glares at beomgyu who was just looking at his hands on his lap, holding back his tears.
“nothing. i’m just nothing. no one.” beomgyu whispered, gripping the hem of his shirt.
“exactly, so fucking shut that fucking mouth of yours.”
yeonjun got up from the sofa and started walking away from beomgyu.
when beomgyu heard the slam of the door, he let his tears flow. because he had no choice but to cry.
for him, yeonjun is his idol. someone he admires so much. yeonjun is his sun, also his moon and all his stars. yeonjun is everything for him.
but for yeonjun, beomgyu is just nothing. nothing.
*:･ﾟ｡➷*❞
the next update is on wednesday. thanks for reading~! ♡
