I sat up in my bed and surveyed the bedroom. Dominic was nowhere to be found which is weird since today is Saturday. He's probably with that cheap whore.
I shook my head and got out of bed. Walking into the bathroom, I stripped out of my clothes and turned on the shower. I stepped in and allowed the hot water to cascade down my body. His words danced around in my head as I showered.
He has changed so much. He used to call me beautiful, take me out, and tell me he loved me. Now he's turned into and individual I've never known before. The words beautiful and love have turned into stupid and worthless.
I got out of the shower and dried off. I grabbed my robe and threw it on after I combed my hair.
As I walked downstairs, I felt at ease and in peace as silence filled the house. When I'm alone that is when I feel the most comfortable.
I walked into the kitchen and began to clean. Starting in the kitchen and ending in my bedroom, I cleaned every room and made sure it was spotless.
I walked back into the kitchen and sat at the table. It was full of documents. I sighed and started looking over them.
Time to pay these bills.
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As the time passed I was becoming stressed and agitated. I stopped momentarily so I could start making dinner.
I prepared smothered pork chops, mashed potatoes and gravy, and some vegetables.
When I finished, I sat back down and continued paying the bills. As I proceeded, I noticed that some of the credit cards had been used for things other than business expenses.
A hotel, a diamond necklace, and a Prada bag. That son of a bitch.
I placed my head in the palm of my hands.
"Rhae, baby I'm home." his voice sounded from the living room as he walked in.
He walked into the kitchen and tried to kiss me but I turned my head to the side so he kissed my cheek instead.
"Where have been?" I looked up at him.
"I was out on business." he said walking up the stairs.
I grabbed the paper and followed behind him.
"Who the fuck have you been buying diamond necklaces and Prada bags for because it sure as hell isn't me."
"What the fuck are you talking about, Rhae?" he asked pulling his shirt off and throwing on a pair of jogging pants.
"You know what the fuck I'm talking about. Who is she Dominic?" I threw the paper at him.
He stared at me silently before trying to walk past me but I pushed him back but it did little.
"Drop it, Rhayanna. I'm serious." he looked at me anger taking over his expression.
"Fuck you." I slapped him.
He pushed me against the wall and I flinced. He placed his arms on either side of me making it impossible to get free.
"Look she doesn't mean anything. I love you." he tried to kiss me but I turned my head.
"Bullshit." I tried to push him off of me but that was pointless.
He picked me up, spreading my legs and holding them on either side of him. He grabbed my thighs and held me up between him and the wall and began kissing my neck.
"No Dom. Put me down. Put m-me do....." I tried to fight him off but I gave in.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. I hated the fact that I was giving in to him, but it felt so right.
I was becoming more and more turned on as he kissed my neck. My robe fell down me shoulders leaving my breasts exposed to him and longing for his attention. I moaned lightly as he licked and sucked on my nipples softly. I bit my lip as bit my nipple tugging on it lightly with his teeth.
I gasped as he slid into my now soaked pussy. I moaned softly as he began moving in and out of me slowly.
"Fuck Rhae." he said as he nuzzled his face against my neck.
He kissed me again and I moaned into mouth as his speed and depth increased.
I threw my head back against the wall and moaned loudly as he began fucking me roughly. I felt my orgasm building as he continued his amazing assault on my body.
I dug my nails into his back and moaned his name loudly as I came. My back arched off the wall as he continued to fuck me mercilessly my juices coating his length.
He stilled in me as the affects of my orgasm subsided. My breathing was ragged as he laid me down on the bed and pulled out of me.
I opened my eyes and watched him as he walked out of the room. I laid there and stared at the ceiling.
I began to cry as I thought about what I just allowed to happen. I hate him for putting me through so much, but I hate myself for putting up with it.
I regained my strength and walked into the bathroom and took a shower. When I finished, I dried off and walked back into the room.
I looked a the bed and saw him sleeping. I laid down with beside him our backs to each other.
I stared at the darkness that surrounded me. He was right. I am weak. I laid there and cried myself to sleep once again.
I'm a failure.
