Flesh Of The Blade

Need To Know

Mary's POV

I woke up the next morning in a room that wasn't mine. -Fuck- I thought. I open my eyes and there was no Taylor, Zacky nor Brian. "Fuck, fuck fuck" I muttered under my breath. 

I wasn't in my hotel room but at least I had my clothes one which was a good point. -But where the fuck am I?- I ask myself. On the road you always imagine the worst thing happening to you. 

"Taylor?" I ask in the obviously, empty hotel room.

I turn to the door and saw a note, "HI! The guys and I went downstairs to get breakfast, don't freak out. We'll be back soon!" She wrote and under was the time that they were gone, 10am. I walk in the little kitchen and saw that it was now 10:15. They will be there soon.

I decided to go outside on the balcony and sat on a chair. I watch the morning horizon, it was a baby light blue that will be soon be light up my owl world with the sun. I looked around and it was a pretty chic hotel. But why a hotel? I thought that they lived in this city! How can they afford this kind of hotel? Drug dealers or other kind of shit? 

I started to panic realizing that we didn't really know these guys and I needed to know more about them. 

My emotions were all over the place and an angry expression was placed on my face as I heard the door open hearing Brian and Taylor laugh, at least she was safe. 

"Where are you Mary?" I then heard Zacky ask,

"I'm outside" I say still scared. 

He arrived outside and put a breakfast in front of me but I couldn't look at him and neither the food. I just kept my eyes on the horizon. I know it was maybe rude but that's how I reacted when I was scared.

Zacky sit beside me,

"Are you okay?" He asks with worry clear in his voice.

"Why do you live in a hotel?" I ask him looking into his green eyes. 

"Hmm, yeah, I guess that's strange but we are on a road trip too. We can afford this kind of hotel because Brian's parents are rich so they help us. We talked about it yesterday but you were sleeping" Zacky explain me, now I'm the one feeling guilty to have thought all those horrible things about them. 

"I'm sorry Zacky, thanks for the breakfast" I say as we both started eating. I then look at him more carefully, realizing that he didn't had his black hair in front of his eyes. 

"Zacky! You cut your hair?" I ask sounding surprise,

"Yeah, I cut it this morning. What do you think?" Zacky ask looking at me with a proud smile on his heart shaped face.

"Wow!You're really cute Zacky" I say taking another bite of my breakfast, feeling my cheeks go red,

"Thanks" He say shyly smiling down at his plate.

XX

After breakfast, Taylor and I got back in our hotel room. Taylor couldn't stop talking about Brian, I couldn't blame her, they were really cute together.

"Are you two a couple or..?" I ask her while we were laying in our bed. 

"I would like to, but he have to ask me out"

She then sat up in her bed with that expression of illumination on her face,

"Oh no, what are you thinking about silly?" I ask her,

"This morning I saw that there will be a huge carnival tonight! We can go and if we get lucky enough we could see the guys again" She said with a huge smile on her face.

"Please mommy! I really want to go!" She say begging me on her knees.

"Yeah okay, and if you want to see Brian just call him" I say,

"Okay, but do you want to see Zacky?" She ask knowing how insecure how was in love, because I never been in love before. And I don't know if that's what was between Zacky and I. 

"Yeah, I feel good by his side but I don't want him to find out about my past. He probably wouldn't understand" I sigh looking at all my tattoos, knowing what they were hiding. 

"Mary! He doesn't have to find out, if he ask you question you can just lie like you did with everyone else" She say sitting beside me. 

"But the problem with Zacky is that I can't lie to him, he is not like everyone else"  I told her as my eyes started to water.

Now I was feeling really sad, I wanted to see Zacky but at the same time I didn't. Because I didn't want him to be hurt or for me to be hurt. 

"You know what? We will go out tonight at this carnival and see what happens okay?" She say giving me a hug, trying to reassure me as best as she could.