Flesh Of The Blade

Healing My Pain

Zacky's POV

Brian, Taylor, Mary and I all decided that it would be better for us to stay in Huntington Beach so I could heal from this dumb addiction. 

Brian and Taylor were nice enough to rent a hotel room for Mary and I. I know that I would really need her for the next few months. 

I was carrying my bags to our room, Mary walking behind me. I just had the time to slide the card in before I started to feel dizzy.

"Zacky, go on the bed, you need to rest" Mary told me and I could hear that she was nervous. But I didn't feel like going to bed, it was another kind of dizziness.

I put my bags on the floor lazily before making my way to the bathroom. I could hear Mary slam the door shut and she just got there for me before I started to throw out my life into the toilette.

I knew this kind of shit would happen but I never thought it would of been that bad! 

I didn't want Mary to see me like this, how could she love a wreck like me, how can I be the man she needs, someone to protect her? She doesn't need someone weak.

I wanted to be the man she deserved, I couldn't help it but to share a tear at this thought when I was done vomiting. I bent my head down and sat on the floor, my back against the wall. 

Mary came to me with a towel to clean my mouth and with another fresh one that she put on my forehead, forcing me to look into her beautiful eyes. 

"Everything is going to be okay Zee" She whisper to me putting a loving kiss on my cheek. 

She grab my arm and put it around her neck, she was maybe a woman but she was strong and determined. She carried me to the room, laying me on the bed.

I roll on the bed to find the middle, I was just so down. I was a bad person for Mary, she deserved more than me..

I looked at Mary putting our clothes in the drawers, she didn't look mad or even sad. She even had a little smile on her beautiful face. 

"Why are you so happy?" I ask her weakly,

she turned, surprise that I wasn't asleep, 

"Because we are together, in Cali! And even if you don't feel well, it will only last for a few weeks, than everything will be perfect" Mary answer me smiling brighter.

A smile made its way on my lips,

"How did I found someone so good?" I say more to myself. 

"What? You don't remember how we met?!" She ask joking,

I extend my hand on the bed, Mary grab it gently, I pull her to me, feeling her laying against me was just bliss!

"I love you" I whisper in her hear,

"I love you too Zee" She answer pulling a light cover over us before we both felt asleep. 

1 month later

Mary's  POV

Zacky keeps getting better, he got back his color skin, the sparkle in his eyes and he eats normally. I was taking a shower while Zacky was out getting some groceries. 

Suddenly, the door of the shower is open, I turn ready to scream when I saw Zacky with a big grin on his face,

"Need some help?" He ask. Not even waiting for an answer, Zacky enter with me fully clothe, closing the door behind him. 

He crash his lips on mine, feeling his snake biten lips as the water falls on both of our head.

I grab the end of his heavy shirt as he got his pants and boxers down and throw it away. 

The mood was hot, same as the water surrounding us. 

"You're still on the pills right?" Zacky ask between kisses,

"Yes, Zee I need you" I whined at him not wanting to wait any longer to have him inside of me. 

A smirk appear on his face as he pulls me up against the tile wall of the shower, I put my legs around his waist and finally, we made love. Sweat was mix with the water, our breath floating away with the steam of the hot water, I could never get enough of him. 

When we reach our climax and screamed our orgasm out, yelling each others names. Zacky grab me in his arms and walk us to the bed, still soaking wet. He gently put me in the bed before climbing in and putting some covers on us. 

Zacky turn to me, only looking at me as I did the same for him. I put my finger on his cheek, tracing its was down to his lips and neck before I grab it and pull his head over mine, Zacky followed my movement, still drowning his gaze in mine with so much love. 

"Do you like it here?" He ask me softly, almost like a whisper,

"In the bed yeah" I say making him giggle.

"No, I mean in Cali"

"Yeah, I really like it, the weather is always perfect" I answer

"What about if we stay here. Now that I'm heal we can both find a job and when will have enough money we can buy a house, in a quiet neighbourhood, close to Brian and Taylor." He paused

"I want this with you and only you Mary, you are the one I want and need, you saved me baby. I want to live the rest of my life with you" Zacky say.

I couldn't believe it, the guy that I've always dreamed about, Zacky, the one that understood me as much as I did for him.

"Of course Zacky!" I say with my eyes wide with so much happiness in my body, making my heart wanting to get out of my chest. 

Zacky bent down on me to give me a long and passionate kiss. 

We were ready for another level in our life and we both knew that everything would turn alright. Nothing can stop love. 

THE END