⚠️Angst⚠️
Pairing: little trans ftm Hajime x cg Komaeda
Request by _NagitoKinnie_
Secret motive au
Warnings: Anxiety attack, T-SLUR (can reclaim )
517 words
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Hajime's secrets were out. He found it hard to deal with Hiyoko and Teruteru's constant bullying. They had been ruining his stuff and going through his dorm for months now. He was scared. When would it end? When would they finally decide to stop having their fun and just end him?
He was feeling extremely small as he stayed in his cabin. It was breakfast time. He should have been headed to the dining hall. But he couldn't. He couldn't go without his binder. He was trying to see if there was any possible way to fix it. When he realized there wasn't, he started to scream and sob. His everything was ruined!
He took a few minutes to calm down, but then decided it would be best to go breakfast anyways, despite him slipping fast and having no binder. He walked to the dining hall fearfully. He sat in his seat, as Hiyoko did her normal routine of bullying him "awww come on da wittle baby Hajime finally came! How's the tranny doing this morning?"
"Stop p'ease" was all he said, as Hiyoko and Teruteru continue to bully him. Suddenly, he had had enough. Hajime started sobbing as he ran to his cabin. He was slipping really little really fast
Hajime grabbed his pacifier from his nightstand and started to softly suckle on it as he sobbed and held his knees to his chest. He was starting to have an anxiety attack and spit his paci out as he started to hyperventilate and apologize with every breath he took.
Komaeda gave Hiyoko and Teruteru a quick lecture before running after Hajime. Komaeda really didn't want to invade Hajime's privacy, but once he heard the hyperventilating he immediately opened Hajime's door, which wasn't locked. He quickly sat near Hajime on the bed "hey, hey it'll be okay. Can I touch you?" He softly asked
Hajime nodded and was pulled into a gentle embrace. Hajime was still apologizing as he hyperventilated. Komaeda was trying to help even the little's breaths by showing him how to breath. Soon Hajime was calm but fully asleep.
Komaeda laid Hajime down to leave. He was almost out of the cabin before noticing a pacifier on the floor. He would have to ask Hajime about it when Hajime awoke. In the meantime, he decided to wash it for Hajime just in case. Komaeda stayed in Hajime's dorm for the time being.
Hajime awoke and gasped as he saw the object Komaeda was holding "NO! NO HAS PACI!! NO HAS PACI!!!"
Komaeda softly rubbed his back, trying to calm down Hajime "here kiddo, do you want your paci?" He said calmly as Hinata nodded. Hinata thanked him softly.
"Hey Hinata, do you have a caregiver?" Komaeda asked, to which Hajime shook his head, "well would you like one?" Asked Komaeda, hugging Hinata.
The little immediately nodded and hugged Komaeda. "Dada dada dada!" Hinata smiled happily
