Louis POV
So I was sitting there I the passenger seat of Harrys car and what he said at the hotel is still repeating in my head
"How about we go back to my apartment and then talk it over when we get there and then come out with all the things that we don't know about each other, or even all of our secrets"
"come out with all the things that we don't know about each other, or even all of our secrets"
"All of our secrets"
God he is going to find out my secret and then kick me out of his house like I am a disease and then probably yell at me and... Fuck I can't do this
"Louis are you ok over there" he asks with a worried face
"Y-yeah why?" I ask
"Well for starters we have been parked for about 9 minutes and that you are shaking"
"Oh yeah I'm fine" I say getting out of his car and running up the stairs to his room
He gets up the stairs about 5 minutes later and had puffy eyes like he had been crying he slowly opens the door to his apartment and let's me go first as soon as walk in I head to the couch and once I sit down I hear the door finally close
Harrys POV
Once I close the door I rest my head up against the door and let a single tear stream down my face and think of the song that I wrote for louis called moments
"Shut the door, turn the lights off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement is clouded
Like tonight's sky
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Flashes lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today"
I finish singing it in my head and then turn around and start to walk toward were louis was sat on the couch and sit next to him
"Louis what is wrong.. Did I do something wrong I mean I thought that we resolved the issue with lux and all that but I don't kno-"
"Harry shut up it's not that"
"Then what is it lou I need you to talk to me so i can know how to deal with this situation... Your scaring me boo"
Once I said boo he flinched away from me I start to yell
"What did I do louis!!"
"You did nothing harry I just have something that I am keeping from you" he yelled the first half but then whispered the last part
"W-what are you keeping from me... Lou please tell me" I beg
"If I tell you... You will kick me out like I am Tuesday's trash"
"Why would I do that... Louis I would never ever stop loving you or think that you are anything but perfect... And nothing not even a stupid little secret to will change that so just tell me"
"I- I am"
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Sort of a cliff hanger guys I hope you all liked this chapter
I can't fucking believe that this story has gotten 400 reads like holy shit wow I love you all
Oh and comment down below what you think louis is going to say
I will be updating a lot this week because it is my spring break this week so be prepared to see some updates
But anyway I love you all
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