(Larry Stylinson) Ghosts Of Boyfriends Past

Chapter 6

Harry's POV

(I woke up with a major headache which I always get when I drink to much but I have gotten used to it over the years I look at my phone and see that it is only 1:00 in the morning...as I went to get up someone knocked on my door so I walk over to the door and open it not expecting louis to be there with a tear stained face)

Hey (I say still half asleep)

Hey I didn't mean to wake you up

No it's fine it happens a lot when I drink that much

How often do you drink

Hey do you want to come in

Umm...

I mean if you don't...I understand I was just offering

No...yeah sure I'll come in and talk

Yeah (I say while opening the door wider and stepping aside giving him room)

(I guide him to the chair in the room)

You can sit any where you want

Ok thank you (he said while sitting across from me) so can you answer my question

Umm...yeah I have drank almost every night for the past 5 years

Oh (he said finally putting 2 and 2 together)

Yeah

Did you drink before that night

Yeah

When...

Umm... The anniversary

Oh how much do you drink

Umm a lot more than I should in one night

Oh... Isn't tomorrow the 14 year anniversary

Yeah and I am probably going to drink a lot to so I will most likely stay in my room all day

Oh...I see

Yeah

So how have you been

Shitty

Why

Because you're not in my life

Harry (he says sighing)

I know louis I messed up 5 years I get it and I am sorry ( I say pleading)

NO you do not get it Harry I told you to get in my bed and cuddle after we had sex- (I cut him off)

(I flinched at the word sex) it was not just sex louis I made love to you because I love you

Oh well you know you have a FUCKING WEIRD WAY OF SHOWING IT and don't interrupt me when I am talking...and when I fell asleep I fell asleep in the person I loved arms and woke with him gone from my bed thinking that he was down stairs I walk down my stairs and checked my whole house but No you weren't fucking there you piece of shi-

(That's when the dam broke for both of us after maybe 30 seconds of all tears I spoke up)

Y-you don't l-love me anymore( I said with a shaky voice)

No I don't harry I have found someone that will treat me better than you have or ever will in your whole entire life... And he loves me and I love him we are thinking about having kids and his name is Scott

(My heart sunk at the mention of his name) f-from h-high school

Yeah him and he loves me so if you would stop acting like you love me and like you care