(Larry Stylinson) Ghosts Of Boyfriends Past

Chapter 2

Harry's POV

(So I am driving in my car and I am about 2 minutes away from uncle nicks house my uncle nick died about 3 years ago so he wouldn't be here but I get his room I already told zayn that so no-one got his room and treated it like shit. Once I pull up to the house it looks like the exact same it did 3 years ago but with a foot of snow that's what I did not get is why would you have a fucking wedding in the middle of winter especially in Colorado I park my car and step out to see people running in and out of the house and as I start to walk around my car to get my bags out of my trunk and once I got everything I lock my car and head for the house and I couldnt get the door open because my hands were full so I set one of my bags down and opened the door picking up my bag and put my foot in the door so it did not shut and once I picked up everything and made sure I had everything I kicked the door open and walked in and just as soon as I was about to go upstairs someone said my name the voice sounded oddly familiar so I put my bags Down and started to make my way to the living room and as soon as I seen him I knew I missed a lot louis looked incredible,stunning any word that you can think of to describe someone you haven't seen in 5 years and then you show up to a wedding and see them and they are twice as hot as you I was about to say something when zayn seen me)

Hey Harry didn't think you would have made it

What are you talking about I wouldn't miss my own kid brothers wedding even if I don't believe in weddings

Thanks for coming it is good to see you (he says coming over to hug me)

Yeah you to (I say hugging him back)

So do you know what room you are in

Yeah why wouldn't I

Oh... Well just wondering

Ok...well it's good to see everyone but I think that I will go and get settled in my room

Oh ok (perrie says) how long did you drive

Umm...roughly about 6 and a half hours

Oh...holy shit harry you need to go and get some rest

Thanks for your concern perrie...but first can I get a picture of everyone

Oh I almost forgot that you are a photographer

Yep(i say getting my camera out of its case) I will more likely be taking a lot of pictures during these five days

Why (zayn asks)

Because it's a part of my wedding present I am making you guys

Oh my god your making us a scrap book of our wedding

Yeah it's a little something I have started in my spare time

You have spare time (louis said)

(I froze getting my camera ready just replaying what he said in my mind his voice sounding like he had just gotten over a cold) yes louis I do have some free time in my week of work sometimes

Surprised (he says while he gets up from the couch and started to walk through a door witch I asumed was the kitchen)

Ok (I whisper under my breath)

(I turn to see zayn giving me a sympathetic look because he knows what happened between me and louis and yes other than me and Louis just being friends we had a bad history) so I was thinking that the bride and then the groom would sit in the middle...

5 minutes later

(I go to walk up the stairs until I get pushed out of the way by Louis walking up the stairs to probably to his room)

What was that for

Being a dick

Louis I'm sorry ok

No your not or you wouldn't have le-left (he said while choking down a sob running upstairs)

(I followed him to see that his bedroom was across from mine so I put my stuff on my bed and went out into the hallway and sat right by his door)

30 minutes later

I take out my wallet and pull out the photo of use and I didn't know I was crying until a tear dropped on the picture and I wiped it off and wipe my tears just as Louis walked out of his room with puffy,red bloodshot eyes and he looked down to see that I was sat by his door)

Why are y-... Wait what do you have in your hand (he ask)

(I lifted the picture and showed him)

Y-you kept I-it (he said I could see that his eyes were getting glassy again)

(I stand up and start to walk over to him and try to hug him but he pulls away)

NO no you don't touch me

Louis please ju-

No don't you dare "Louis please" me what do you want are you just doing this to make fun of me or to torture me huh why are you doing this(he sceams at me right now I am kind of happy we are in the sound proof part of the house)

Louis what are you fucking talking about I am not doing this for anything but to say sorry you asked what I was holding and I showed you and you freaked out I havent said a word to you while we were up here so I don't know how the hell you can just ask me if I am doing this to torture you because that is the opposite of what I would want to do I want to hug you but you act as if I am a fucking murder and to answer yes I kept that fucking photo and the other 25 we took over the course of that week and the reason why I kept that fucking picture is that this is the picture we took the day I confessed my love for you so yeah I still love and yes 5 years ago I made a HUGE FUCKING MISTAKE and I hate myself every fucking day for it so yeah you can say how much you hate me and how much of a dick I am and I get it because I am a fucking dick but every anniversary I get 9 sheets to the wind yelling your name thinking that you will come running in my room and hugging me and cuddling me while you tell me that it is going to be ok but it never happens because I made that stupid fucking mistake 5 years ago so yeah I am fucking sorry and I don't want you to feel fucking bad for me because i know that is what you are thinking but I am tellin' you the truth ok so if you will excuse me I will be going down stairs and getting me some scotch and then going to bed (I say while I wipe me face from all the tears that have fallin and I run down stairs get the bottle of scotch and walk up to my room and open the door and look on my bed to see that he put the picture back) and now he probably fucking hates me even more