OH MY! G

Chapter 44

Nayeon POV

I woke up feeling blissful and I couldn't help to remember what happen yesterday. This year birthday definitely the best birthday ever. My hand reached the other side of my bed, feeling Jeongyeon wasn't there. Waking up I went inside my bathroom, freshening up I got up to see Jeongyeon frantically pacing around the room.

"Hi." I greeted her by hugging her from behind.

I could feel her muscle tense under my touch and I could sensed something is wrong. I let go of her, she turned around and facing me. I can read her expression right now. Sad? Angry? Hurt? Guilty? I don't know and I hope none of the list is true.

"This shouldn't be happened." She mumbled to herself looking down.

"What happened?" I asked pursing my lips.

"Yesterday. Last night.. it- that shouldn't be happened." She said sighed.

"Wh-what? Why? What's wrong?" I asked.

"As much I want you.. but this can't be happened. I can't stay here anymore. Nayeon, its time for me to go." She said looked at me.

"But, you don't have to go. Why you need to go? You already did for 10 years. Its gonna be okay right? We can live together." I said take a step holding her hand.

"Exactly. I have been wondering for the last 10 years. I don't want that anymore. I'm tired of this. I want to go away. I'm neither here nor there. I feel stuck." She said ruefully.

"But now you have us. We gonna stay together like a family. Chaeyoung loves you. I bet Yeri feel the same. We need you." I said tightens my grip on her hands.

"No. You guys don't need me. Now, I know who is my family. I know my sister was doing fine even she don't know about me. And I can't hold you down. You deserve so much better Nayeon. At least better than an entity. I'm different. You need someone more.. alive. This is too crazy for a normal people. I want you to live your life like a normal human being." She explained.

"We would never be able to go on dates like normal people nor you can introduce to your friends. You deserve so much better than this. I don't want to hold you back Nayeon. You deserve a world. And I can't give that to you." She continued and pulled her hand.

"No." I held back her hands in mine.

"I don't need all of those. I don't want other world than you. You're my world. I can live without those. But I can't live without you. Even Chaeyoung. She loves you. I know that. Please Jeongyeon. Don't leave me." I said as my cheeks become heavy but I held back those tears.

"Just forget about everything. I'm sure Chaeyoung will understand it. You guys live so much better without me. Last night was a mistake." She said.

"You think- you think last night was a mistake?" I felt like someone stabbed me in my chest.

"Yes." She answered looking away.

"I regret it." She said.

Tears were steaming down my face. The stabbed that I felt feels more deeper as she said that.

"Then you shouldn't have kissed me! You bastard! You give me hope than you ruined it." I yelled at her.

Throwing a pillow at her but it went through her. I was seething, why did she have to be a ghost.

"I hope you rot in hell!" I said angrily to her.

Wiping the tears I stomped out of my room leaving Jeongyeon alone.

Jeongyeon POV

"I hope you rot in hell." She said angrily at me.

I chuckled. I hope I got to see hell as well. Now, I don't even know if I can make it to the other world or not. I thought ghost aren't capable of having a feelings. Hell they don't have heart or brain to feel any emotion. But right now I felt shattered. I didn't meant to hurt Nayeon but I didn't have choice. Either now or later, the result still the same. And Nayeon deserves better. And for that I need to go. Its finally time for me to depart from this world. I went to Ryujin's place, but she wasn't here. Sighing I left. I couldn't even looked at my sister for the last time and final goodbye to my sister. I wish I knew where she went.

I finally reached my uncle's office but I was block by some mantra. I shook my head and sighed. I have wait until he opened the door or else I can't come inside. After the first met, I have visited him a lot of times since then. Uncle Dong Wook was a medium, one of the superior ones who had the power to bring back spirits to life but that was wrong. Upon the discussion I found out this was just a myth. Like he once said,

'This is against the nature. We don't have the powers to go against the nature.' However, we have the power to manipulate ghosts, fulfil their wishes, see them, feel them and listen to them.'

And that I realised its impossible for me to come back as a human being. Honestly, I didn't know what will happen after I'm exorcised. I sighed. Truth to be told, I'm not ready to leave Nayeon and Chaeyoung. But, I have to. After a few minute waiting, finally he opened the door and looking shock seeing me in front of his door office.

"Jeongyeon, you here?" He asked but he knew I will coming this week.

I promised him that I will be here this week after Nayeon's birthday and I kept my promise.

"Yes. And I'm ready." I said ignoring the voice in my head.

I tried not to think of Nayeon, her beauty face, her sweet smile, her beautiful eyes which held so much innocence and strength. Nayeon was a strong girl, she was amazing, amazing enough to raise her baby sister by herself and run her small family at the same time. I shook the thought off, as uncle Dong Wook instructed me to coming inside and went to the room inside his office. He already prepare everything and he instructed me to sit on the floor. I complied, he sprinkled holy salt around me.

"Don't try to cross this line." He warned pointing at the faint salt line.

I nodded as I waited for uncle Dong Wook to start the exorcism.

"What gibberish are you uttering?" I asked clearly confused by his verses.

"Just shut up and let me do my work. These are verses from the mantra." Uncle Dong Wook explained with a wistful book.

"Oh. Its all greek to me." I said.

He just ignored me and continued with his verses while I sat in the hold salt circle waiting for my end. I sighed. I'm going to miss Chaeyoung, Chaengie and granny a lot. It actually hurt to leave them. Oh my G! I forgot about Chaeyoung.

"STOP!" I screamed.

I need to see Chaeyoung for one last time. In fact not just Chaeyoung but Yeri too . And Nayeon.. One last glance of her just enough for me.

"What now Jeongyeon?" Uncle Dong Wook asked looking irritated.

"I need to do something before this." I said but it sounded more like a request.

He nodded understanding and probably trying not to kill me for interrupting him in his head. Too bad Uncle Dong Wook, I'm already dead. He removed a bit of salt to give me access to move from there. Apparently no entity can cross the hold salt circle so I wasn't going to try any of that. I appareled after seeing the wall around me coming down.